16.

2009-01-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

Alright guys,

I'm sort of relocating my blog from Blogspot to Wordpress already. Reasons for doing so is over at my new blog which is over here.

It's pretty much the same as my current add, just that i'm now using wordpress instead of Blogspot. So yeah.. update your links if you happened to pass by! I'll slowly update my links for those who are actually keeping tabs on how this blog (as well as my new blog) is progressing.

2009-01-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

OK,

i'm most likely going to enter a poly already. ;D

2009-01-13T16:56:00.004+08:00

Dilemma, dilemma.

Despite all my complains & bashings about entering JC, I took a look at some of the courses offered by both JJC + PJC and found that, it's not such a bad thing to enter JC after all. I heard, there are a lot of projects + hands-on activities for JC students as well. Entering a bad school doesn't mean I can't do well in that school right? Meh.

On the other hand, what's making me feel like joining polytechnic so much is because of the experience & hands-on chances that poly students get. Employers in the future value degree-holders with a diploma rather than those with 'A' levels cert, that's what I'm told. But getting to Uni from Poly is super-hard and it requires absolutely self-discipline, can I manage? Although entering a JC requires uber-long hours of mugging but it's just nearly 1.5 years of hardwork and the path to Uni is almost guarenteed.

I've mentioned to some, JC is simply not my cup of tea. I've not blossomed, intellectually, so as to say. And doing it the "JC way" might not be suitable for me. It's a risk but it might be well paid off. I don't know. Crap. And there's no guarentee I'll do well in Poly too. The only constant factor is that I'll work hard. That's for sure.

There are so many advantages & disadvantages of entering poly or jc. Blah.

I've shortlisted some courses I plan to enroll in Poly..

N45 - Business Studies (NP)

N53 - Banking & Financial Services (NP)

N81 - Financial Informatics (NP)

N61 - Business Information Technology (NP).

For the JC route,

SM04/SM06 for JJC.

PJC, plan to take up

Maths
Chemistry
Economics

for my H2.

and

Geography for H1.

Chemistry
Economics
Geography

for my H2.

and

Maths for H1.

2nd choice for PJC seems to be more suitable for me eh? Since my maths suck.

SIGHS. The opportunities are endless! But all it takes is just one decision to make or break my life... crap.

2009-01-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

Played soccer yesterday and woke up this morning with body aches all over my body. Crap!

Especially my calf on my right leg. :/ Hence, I didn't report for work today.

Soccer was fun yesterday, I ran a lot, more than the days when I constantly played soccer I think. That's a good start if you asked me and I think that I may have found my new play style. Just got to build up on fitness and try to sprint more as well as work on my ball control & passing (which is horrendous yesterday.. zzz.).

So many things I'm planning to do once work ends - hit the gym, jog & sprint training, pop piano lessons & perhaps vocals lessons. I've secretly & bhb-ly set some super-high goals (studies, music & sports) for myself. Which none will know except myself! Haha.

Ok! That's all for this entry.

2009-01-12T19:52:00.001+08:00

I got my dream score.

2009-01-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

I've got a very bad premonition for tomorrow. Sighs.

Anyway I shall not whine about tomorrow already. -_-"Maybe i'll just list down what I think.

IF,

I get my L1B4 between 10-14. It will be my most ideal score. Dream score.

I get my L1B4 between 14-20. It will be a realistic score.

I get my L1B4 between 21-30. It will not surprise me but it will definitely disappoint me a lot. I'll retake whole Os as well. I guess I'll just have to take it in my stride and improve!

IF,

I get my ideal score, I will apply for my ideal course straight away. Maybe on tomorrow's night (since JAE starts tomorrow right?). Plus I'll vouch to study damn hard if I get into it. My goal: Top 10% of whole course.

I get my realistic score, I will apply for FI or NSS. Again, I will study damn hard for it. Let's just say I'll treat life seriously when I enter my tertiary education?

I get my worst-out-of-expectations score, I will work on my weaker subjects this year and prepare for 'O's, again. Hence, I'm keeping all notes/textbooks at home first just incase, yeah. :/

Haha. This is a much cheerful post ok. At least I listed down both GOOD and BAD scores.

And yeah, with all this discussions about B4 + Polytechnics, I'm very certain I won't enter JC already.

Time to take life seriously and look at it from another aspect, instead of always whining and thinking negatively, John! All the best and good luck to everyone tomorrow a! (:

2009-01-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

I'm discouraged, by the fact that both of us belongs to our own dimension of life.

最近 - 李圣杰

你最近不說話怎么了為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單有點亂有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

你最近不說話怎么了為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單有點亂有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合也不想認輸

好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

愛我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的卻又不是你想要擁有的
你想要的我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路
這一次我們都能很幸福

Gah.

2009-01-09T11:38:00.002+08:00

300th post.

I would like to share a nice song? Heh.

Actually it's quite an old song lah but the newest rendition (the Studio version) by David Cook was superb too.

Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

What a memory-evoking song. Heh.

2009-01-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm not nervous.

Yeah, cause I can already guess my score?

The R5 + B4 on the results slip won't be nice (I'm using an overrated word) and should I say, not even close to acceptable.

For people who are nervous, congrats, because you know you can expect something from that sheet of fateful paper. The sheet that changes and twines your path; either allowing you to proceed to greater heights or to falter from reality and start all over again. I believe I belong to the latter catagory. Even if I require another year to do it, I will. As long as it takes me there. To my dream.

I can sleep well on the night before the results release date, go to school with a bochap mood and simply collect the results slip from my form teacher, who probably will be having a disappointed look on me. I've pictured the scenario so far ahead, everything is predictable. Hence, there's no need for me to get nervous and everything. All is known beforehand.

And before I end this post,

all the best to everyone collecting your results on Monday. There probably won't be another update until 12th Jan, I suppose. As for my previous post about entering BS, I guess it's just unrealistic. It's good to dream nonetheless.

2009-01-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

OK, toured NP + SP today.

I'll just ctrl + v what I wrote on the forum anyway.

---

I’d finished my tours of SP and NP today and I made some interesting observations today.

1) SP staffs weren’t that effusive/initiative in their approach towards students, perhaps they were busy I don’t know. On the other hand, despite the heavy crowd, some of the NP staffs/students approached me and my friends to recommend us courses and answer our enquiries, for that, I give them a thumbs-up.

2) SP facilities are, WOW. Really, it’s so huge that they nearly have everything inside. <_<“

3) In my personal opinion, NP had the more vibrant look advantage over SP. I felt very “refreshed” when I entered the NP campus but for SP, I just felt normal, yeah.

4) NP seemingly had more youths-initiated activities than SP.

5) Convenience-wise, SP tops the list, no doubt. Just nearly 4 trips per day from my house to SP. 6 trips on the other hand, for NP. So economically-wise, it might be better to enter SP.

So I have concluded… IF my aggregate makes it, I’ll join NP.

Aiming for 3 courses,

BS, FI or NSS.

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Yeah, done. Haha. Will update next time.

2009-01-07T00:08:00.001+08:00

I'm eating my words, again.

I felt something different... gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. crap.

2009-01-04T00:10:00.004+08:00

Time to update!

Sian! Continuing work until 20th. 17 days left. Meh.

Anyway, I found myself a new hobby! To commit to music seriously. Yeah. After work I'll try to pick up piano lessons. Vocal lessons MAYBE, I don't know. That'll be burning hella lots of $$, although I'm sure they wouldn't go to waste.

I just spent 70+ bucks on Skullcandy IEMs. To me they sound pretty good, feedbacks on the forums weren't that positive. One user even said DJs at a FM were bashing this brand. Gaaahhhhh.

And once I receive my pay-check on Feb, I'll rush down to Jaben (an Audio Electronics dedicated shop) to get my Bijou + FiiO E3 amp bundle @ 70 bucks. ;o

I swear a good earphones (or even better, IEM, in ear monitors) makes a HUGE difference to the fidelity of your music. The sounds played off from electric-guitars are heard so bloody clearly on my new IEMs and i'm really enjoying it. Trainride from JE to Woodlands now seems to last just 5 minutes. XD

The fact that my iPN delivers right to my doorstep this coming Wed/Thurs even uplifts my mood so much! :D okok, shall stop my craziness over audio-gadgets now. Haha. This is my first step towards serious music!

As they say, don't count your chicks before they hatch, so I better not spend so much money before my pay-check comes in. o_o yeah. I guess so far already earned more than enough to cover for the Skullcandy IEMs + iPN. Parts of the remaining balance will be spent on a new Crumpler bag, $200 bucks to Mum, Bijou #2 + FiiO E3 Amp bundle from Jaben and the rest will be saved up. That's all for this entry!

2008-12-31T22:01:00.004+08:00

Hey! Another update.

Since many of my friends had already listed/wrote down their new year resolutions and reflections, I shall list down mine too.

2009 - New year resolutions:

1) To become a better person overall and most importantly, in terms of characteristics.

2) To excel in year 1 studies (be it in JC/Poly, the former sounds impossible to enter though.. sighs. *sudden thought of O levels EL)

3) To manage financial spendings! Seriously.

4) To maintain good relations with my friends.. You guys are great. Haha.

5) And lastly.. to stop immatured acts (ehhhhhhh not as in on purpose acts k... I can never deny my heart is young! LOL omg this statement will surely cause people to puke la. -_-) and grow up. Yah.

OK, my 2008 reflections.

As a person - I think it's pretty neutral. I cannot deny the fact that at moments, I did made people sulk and think that I'm an/a (whatever nasty adjective you can use). And yeah, I realise I did mature.. I would deeply consider acts which I would do when I was 14/15. Hmm, emotionally i've also realised I became more varied? Instead of always sulking and being "emo" (NOTE: contradiction - I did mention in one of my blog posts that being "emo" doesn't always mean sad... but w/e.), I actually started to joke more.. even with friends whom aren't that close to me? And in turn I become much more joyful and happier! :D

My social relations - As mentioned, I've started talking more with people whom I don't really know well? Hmm. Being part of Inno and some other trips had made me appeared more friendly when I converse with strangers I guess. And friends-wise, I'm glad I found a clique which I belong in! For soccer-mates, I'm also glad they never put me harshly down when I really played poorly or whatsoever. I await the days whereby I can play soccer with you all again. Haha.

Knowledge-wise - Ehhhhh nevermind about books. Being overseas had certainly widened my knowledge-horizons about the world? Especially China? Haha. Yeah, work had also taught me how to deal with people.

I guess that's all... I can't think well now. :/ I felt like I left out a lot of things I want to say.. But blah.. nevermind.. no one really read finish the whole thing anyway. RIGHT?! Hahaha. :P

To end my last post on 2008, I would seriously like to express my gratitudes for my family for providing me support in all forms whenever I'm like in deep-troubles, for my friends who never gave me up despite me being a really bad friend at times, for the HYSS Teaching staff for being there for me whenever I had questions in my studies and for everyone who had been reading this blog! :D Thanks a lot. I'm sorry if I left out any catagories.... whoever the case, thanks, thanks and more thanks.

4e2'o8, 2e3'o6, meet up anytime soon yeah? And oh yeah! PPS 6-5'o4 too! :D TIME FLIES.

2008-12-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

People, tag me can?! I feel so ... not motivated to update because nobody tags. o_o"

And eh, my work-term is probably going to end around 4/5/6th january. I don't know. :/ Plus I think I'm taking leave on 2nd Jan. Yeah. 1st Jan going to work - 1.5x the pay rate. :X And tomorrow have to work as a lot of colleagues took leave alr.. so since 1st Jan i'm going to work, I think this is the first year whereby I won't count down to 2009 - although it is the start of a new year with brand new ambitions and everything!

But talk is cheap isn't it? Only accomplishing these goals via actions are worth mentioning.. Ganbatte!

And somethings I hate about morning shifts are..

1) Believe it or not.. during Morning I don't really have strength.. I don't know, perhaps because I didn't have my breakfast? So Morning is for moving stocks and topping up, great. :/ My strength/energy usually comes after break which is around 4/5pm. Blah. ><"

2) I'm SUPER-BLUR in the morning so... that doesn't need much explaining.

3) I'm always working alone in the morning. Somehow. Plus my colleague's taking leave on her last day tomorrow so yeah.. I'll be even more lonely!

But things I love about morning shifts are...

1) The supermarket closes @ 10.30pm, so for people having the afternoon shift, they can't really do OT I think. But for me, I reached xx supermarket (Did I mention which supermarket I'm working in?! O_O) at around 10am +. So I *THINK* I can (not too sure about being allowed or not :X) work from 10 to around 7/8pm, so it's like 1hour/2hour of OT everyday I work. :P And hey! I'm doing more work for the supermarket right~ Haha.

2) The supermarket is usually quite quiet during the morning time for weekdays... so yeah.. it's more peaceful working in the morning while topping up. Haha.

And somethings you can really do to piss a sales assistant..

1) When the sales assistant puts an item to it's front position, you turn it backwards............ never do that. seriously.

2) Showing bad manners/being impolite when the sales assistant *might* be already having a bad day at work. Be considerate! (especially if your working as well.. so you should know how it feels like to work 7-10 hours or even 12 for some..)

I guess that's all. It's always ok to approach us if you have enquiries and questions, after all we're stationed around the supermarket to guide people on things they might be interested to find! :D

OK... So i remarked quite alot of things about my work.. TAG MY TAGBOARD PEOPLE! That's the reason why I even put 1 there. lol.

and eh.... yeah happy new year soon I guess. tomorrow's the eve.

OH and a very impt notice I guess!

I HAVE CHANGED MY EMAIL ADDRESS TO JS1692@HOTMAIL.COM! Please add me for those whom I have not added yet, as I might have left out some people. ): Sorry and THANKS! :D

2008-12-29T20:22:00.003+08:00

Recently into old songs! Or rather those very slow-tempered songs whereby there is a sudden burst of emotions at the chorus part. ;P Including my all-time favourite, 那首歌 by 林宥嘉.

Hmm, allow me to share a song today:

萧煌奇- 你是我的眼

如果我能看得见

ru guo wo neng kan de jian

就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜

jiu neng qing yi de fen bian bai tian hei ye

就能准确的在人群中

jiu neng zhun que de zai ren qun zhong

牵住你的手

qian zhu ni de shou

如果我能看得见

ru guo wo neng kan de jian

就能驾车带你到处遨游

jiu neng jia che dai ni dao chu ao you

就能惊喜的从背后

jiu neng liang xi de cong bei hou

给你一个拥抱

gei ni yi ge yong bao

如果我能看得见

ru guo wo neng kan de jian

生命也许完全不同

sheng ming ye xu wan quan bu tong

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的

ke neng wo xiang yao de wo xi huan de wo ai de

都不一样

dou bu yi yang

眼前的黑不是黑

yan qian de hei bu shi hei

你说的白是什么白

ni shuo de bai shi shi me bai

人们说的天空蓝

ren men shuo de tian kong lan

是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

shi wo ji yi zhong na tuan bai yun bei hou de lan tian

我望向你的脸

wo wang xiang ni de lian

却只能看见一片虚无

que zhi neng kan jian yi pian xu wu

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘

shi bu shi shang di zai wo yan qian zhe zhu le lian

忘了掀开

wang le xian kai

你是我的眼

ni shi wo de yan

带我领略四季的变换

dai wo ling lve si ji de bian huan

你是我的眼

ni shi wo de yan

带我穿越拥挤的人潮

dai wo chuan yue yong ji de ren chao

你是我的眼

ni shi wo de yan

带我阅读浩瀚的书海

dai wo yue du hao han de shu hai

因为你是我的眼

yin wei ni shi wo de yan

让我看见这世界

rang wo kan jian zhe shi jie

就在我眼前

jiu zai wo yan qian

^lyrics/pinyin and everything taken from: http://pinyin-zik.over-blog.com/article-11460751.html

The slow rhythm and everything may bore some people but to me, it's the perfect song to describe some emotions?

Imagine if one does lose their eye-sight permanently, everything would change so dramatically.. People whom once treated you nicely might suddenly turn their back on you and become nasty towards you.. Inconsiderate people would step on the blind-guide on roads/MRT and obstruct your way.. and so on..

If you were to lose all but one of your senses (touchwood. <_<),>Would you forsake mobility for visibility and vice versa? Or losing the will of speech is the last time you ever want?

I ponder...

2008-12-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

Yeah! I've counted, considering the 2 days off that I'll be taking (preferably on 4th Jan and 1st Jan ;p), I'll be making a total of 400+ bucks from my work! Haha. That's because I've been clocking in lots of OT hours I guess, working from 10 in the morning till 7/8 in the night. Lol.

I'm getting an iPod Nano! For sure. Haha, I want a dedicated Mp3 player. Yep.

And if possible, a bag would be good to kick off a new study term at my new institution next year. (That's IF my English grade isn't that bad....... w/e.)

Along with the iPN, I'm planning to get a FiiO E3 Amplifier OR Govibe Martini Amplifier with a dock. Hmm, I've surfed the forums and it's known that FiiO can't synchronize together with the dock. ): So... that's a dilemma.

But most of the time I just use my speakers to listen to songs at home.. o_o" Would getting a dock be a waste of money? Heh..

Gaaahhhhhhhhh I can't wait till I get my hands on that gadget! Mwuhhaha. :X

And finally I understand how hard it is to earn money but I'm sure the satisfaction derived when I get my desired items would definetely be well-worth the struggles!

2008-12-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

Enough of the emo posts! Haha.

I've already thrown everything unhappy away. :D

Aiyo, really don't know want to blog what leh. ><" Everyday is just, work, work and work.

I heard next Monday our clique is gathering for dinner! :D That's great to hear.. (: I'll try to make it yeah? Hopefully can end on 7pm that day.

My job is starting to get tiring but it's almost the same tasks everyday. Haha. I've got to know a lot of new friends~ :) The managers are also very friendly la and the boss (Supermarket manager to be exact) which was rumoured to be very very fierce, wasn't that fierce at all. Strict, well yes. That's his outlet right, it's only right that he does his job by looking and upholding discipline in all the staffs. Plus his doing a very good job already, I simply could not picture myself managing 100+ people with ease... I would faint. x_x"

Well well.. I've written some texts while being on the train alone.. Somehow the creative inspirations just comes to mind and I'm thankful I have a great phone which allows me type short stories (via Microsoft WordMo)! But of course, they're not for viewing.. all the different catagories - joy, remorse, unhappiness, anger .. I think. Maybe I'll just put one joy text someday.. Yeah.

2 more weeks~ Sheesh.

2008-12-26T22:42:00.006+08:00

Finally! The unease feeling is off my chest~ (:

The moment it left my hands, I knew it was all over. I knew I can finally put it down and concentrate on other aspects of my life.

我不配.

As for this last aspect of my life, I never believed it could be a farce. From now on it'll be nothing like the real deal itself - which I onced foolishly believed. Heh.

This post is just.. a reminder/summary of my own naiveness. Yeah.

From now on, all the best to you. (:

就让沉默代替所有回答.

Argh.

2008-12-23T23:16:00.005+08:00

Started work today. Yeah, it was ok. Colleagues were friendly, managers were very nice and helpful. It was the perfect start for any newbies I guess.

Tasks-wise - they weren't full of challenge or whatsoever, basically just mix-and-match then drop it into the basket. Yeah.

Hmm that's all.

Thanks for today also. ;D

2008-12-16T16:17:00.004+08:00

I hope it's not too late now.

No matter how much I've attempted, I'm always failing in that aspect of my life and perhaps, in quite a lot too. However, this is life, so instead of plain lamenting and whining about everything, I've gotten everything planned out.

This trip is really a well seclusion from the hustle and bustle of city life - which seemed all too complex in the past. The simplicity of life I'm leading now is truly what appeals to me the most in life.

Time to clean up the mess I've created and join the pieces of my life which are in ruins and tatters.

May peace and order be restored once again!

2008-12-15T14:07:00.002+08:00

Ok.

I've got a goal.

I'll pursue it.

You know, it's those type of goal (you could say it's a wonderful dream that initiated it) that makes you want to give everything up just for it.

But it's puerile, childish and silly to do so ain't it?

...nevermind.

2008-12-11T12:10:00.001+08:00

Okok, the date's confirmed. I'll return to S'pore on the 21st of Dec. Yeah, that's all I guess.

2008-12-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

yo! just a really short update from china. heh, i'm in shanghai now, so just in case if anyone of you was wondering.

gahhh i didn't take a lot of pictures as everything was in a rush ): but i'll try to take more. o_o"

welllllllllll so far the trip was excellent and i'm hoping it'll be better for the coming days. anyway, i'll be extending my trip as well, i'll edit this entry to update the new date of return to s'pore.

that's all.

2008-12-03T10:31:00.002+08:00

Thanks everyone for your concern. (: I'm feeling much better now. Anyway, will be going overseas this Friday to the 14th Dec. Heh. I don't know if I can get souvenirs (I don't really have a habit of getting souvenirs whenever I go overseas) but I'll see how it goes.

The promise I made months ago. That I will wait. For the day whereby you might feel it's more comfortable to carry on. I want you to know I have not forgotten about it. Yeah.

2008-11-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

就让沉默代替所有回答.

To you.

2008-11-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

RIP ah ma. I'm back from M'sia. It's sort of the last few days already, although I have to return for the last trip next Monday. (2 days later w.r.t time & date of entry posted)

Well, all I can say is that she is the only one to link all our relatives from M'sia and Singapore together within bonds. Without her presence, these bonds would be shattered as no one will attempt to pick it up and mend it to perfection like what she did. For that, i salute you, ah ma.

At the same time, this entry would probably be the last entry until I return from xxx in 16 days. This will be a thoughts-reflecting trip!

2008-11-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

Back from M'sia, I'll have to return later this afternoon and tomorrow afternoon.

Looks like the chalet is really fun la. ><" Read pk and xl's blog. Still going Kbox. I want to sing also. Zzz.

No choice bahs I guess. Have fun nonetheless!! (although I think that when you guys and girls read this sure come back from chalet le. Haha.)

2008-11-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

I just received a call from my M'sian relatives. My grandma passed away. So I guess I won't be joining you guys for chalet tomorrow. Yeah. Not sure for the other days but in Chinese culture it's not very good for someone to attend a fun/joyous occasion after their relative's death? So.. I don't know.

I've waited months for this and now I can't go. Heh. I guess this is life.

2008-11-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone. So this is the post i've promised to update.

I'm sorry for the photos luh, all I had taken were the scenaries in M'sia. Plus i'm not a very good person in taking photos so yeah.. the photos might be pretty boring. :/ At the same time, i'm more of those who takes scenaries rather than photos of other people! So yeah.. that explains at the lack of variety in the photos taken. :X

Oh, this trip to M'sia was to visit my sick grandma in the hospital. ): Sighs. Shall not mention more about it; but it's quite heart-wrenching to see all the pain that she's going through now. :/

On the way to the hospital on some random bridge in M'sia. The sky start to darken already. ;O

Hmm, photography was not allowed in the hospital. So this was one of the photos on our way to a newly open street mall in Danga Bay. Personally, i like this picture a lot. It harbours a lot of subtle messages. See if you can get what I meant. ;D

Haha, the second picture on our way to Danga Bay~

Close to it!! Danga bay is close~

DANGA BAY! LOL. Sorry for the absence of the "D". xD I'm not sure if this brought about a tinge of disappointment or even made someone of you "diao" at it. LOL. I wanted to take more photos of Danga Bay including the festive street mall but i forgot about it. ): Sorry.

Well.. while walking about Danga Bay, we couldn't really find any food that suits our taste so yeah. My uncle (his a very good and nice host ok!! Haha so good bring us around places to eat and shop), brought us to his hometown (Queenstown in M'sia) and tried out their local horfan and noodles. OMG. Very delicious can. It's really very different from those horfan/noodle dishes in Singapore. I give it 5 out of 5, which I rarely do for any food I eat, hence, to me it's a pretty clear demarcation of good food. :D

Hmm, we sat inside the restaurant and started chatting for hours. 2 hours to be exact and we left at 4pm.

The sky was very dark at that moment and it was drizzling.

On our way to Tuas Custom~ (lazy to type out the formal and full name of it lah)

Last picture of the day! :D and i reached home at around 5pm+. (:

So yeah.. I guess that's all for this entry. Do leave a tag behind when you've seen this entry guys. Thanks a lot. :D

2008-11-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

Im too tired to update about my malaysia trip today. Took some pictures. Will update a post tomorrow morning!

2008-11-20T19:05:00.002+08:00

I feel like writing a lengthy post on my perspectives on some matters. Perhaps I should not. Well maybe I would, do it privately.

Went to Suntec City and scouted for jobs today. Didn't find any. :( They were either taken up or not suitable for youths to work there.

After that we (Me,Kb and JL) went back to JP and had our lunch. Heh. I ate Pig Stomach Soup.

Well.. didn't manage to take any photos which were worth taking today.. so, my apologies.

Went to Alvin house and played Halo 2 again. XD Haha. It's damn fun playing with them la. Scream until throat no voice liao. =.="

Gah, im bored. I want to go out. For the sake of going out. Walk around, see clothes. Idk? Just jio me out.

Oh and yeah, no soccer for me until I regain my fitness. My stamina is seriously.. cmi and i injured my right ankle AGAIN. So.. won't be playing it until I'm fit again. Ps.

2008-11-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

好朋友! Haha. ;D Nice song.

Going Suntec later! Wish me luck. :]

2008-11-19T21:27:00.002+08:00

Just read yc's blog.

I also want to go to somewhere peaceful and away from complicated city life. Or maybe just take a small amount of time off and just.. enjoy myself in a peaceful surrounding. Botanical garden seems like a good place to do so.

Anyway, today went out with sis-in-law and mum. Haha. Yeah.. just walked around chinatown, had this famous Frog Leg porridge. Quite nice la. Haha. After that went to JP and walk around, as well as searched for my nephew, Atticus's 1st year old birthday present! :P and me and sis-in-law shared the cost for the present. Haha. :D

It's going to be Atticus's 1st y/o when the calendar hits 2nd Dec. hehe, will look forward to it. ^_^

For our dinner, we settled it at Pizza Hut. Had Chicken Neapolitan as usual. :]

Went home after that and yeah, im now blogging about it. Will be going Suntec to scout for Toys R Us job with Kb and jl! Wish us luck. ;D

2008-11-18T23:11:00.001+08:00

It was one-sided all along.

Confused no more.

Thanks.

2008-11-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

Impresarioo9? ><>

Im still scouting for a job~ AAAAH.

2008-11-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

I'm confused. Reaaaally confused. I don't know what to do... I don't know... I... do not... know.

2008-11-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

Heh, isn't feeling very well. The fact that my left eye is very uncomfortable does make me abit more annoyed and irritated.

Well, today had being a very fun day. Haha. Went bowling in the morning with Kb and JL. ;D Well, we played a total of 3 rounds. I didn't take picture of the scores of the first round as Kb pressed new game before I told him I wanted to take a photo of the scores. :/ Haha. But doesn't matter la, i've got the 2nd and the 3rd.

Haha, the first J is JL, 2nd player is KB and the 3rd is me. I got 94 leh! I mean, it's quite rare that I get such a high score okay? LOL. :X

Get what I meant ... ? Lol. ><" Haha. But it's very fun though. ;D Thanks JL for teaching me how to "bowl"! Lol.

Haha, after the game we left Cdans and went to Jurong Point for our lunch. Had chicken cutlet, the servings are wow, huge. (which justifies it's price.)

After our lunch we went to ZoneX and played Daytona. LOL. First game beginner course I won them. Haha. I used automatic. ;p Second game we played advanced and I did badly because... the break, the manual gears of the arcade machine were not WORKING. Wth. -_-" So it's a little bit hard to drift lah. (is it possible to? lol.) I had to step on the breaks real hard to drift a little BIT. Gah.

We also played the basketball arcade machine. Haha. ;D

Left the arcade at around 4plus and headed to Alvin's house for... HALO. :D Haha, at first watched JL and KB play campaign on Halo 3. But then see them play I also hand itchy liao, haha, so requested Alvin to plug in the old xbox for us so that we can play Halo 2 split screen. XD Thanks Alvin! Haha. We played for like 2 hours la. Haha. Kept playing different rounds using just 1 weapon and no ammunitions on the map at all! So you've got to kill the others and then steal the ammunition that they left behind. Damn fun. Haha, i only did well in the Shotgun round. ><" and some other rounds I couldnt remember (beat JL by a pointXD). Kb was the big winner today. He won all the rounds sia, propro. Haha.

Ok, so after the Halo-madness (yesss we were damn high and crazy while playing it LOL screaming like mad), we (me, jl and kb) left Alvin's house at 7plus. So tadaa~ I'm there back here blogging. Lol.

Hmm yeah, anyone realised I started to post photos? Haha.

2008-11-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

How ironic is life? Very.

Before 'O's I marvelled at the thought of playing computer games/console games, waking up late, being free and simply, having the opportunity to 'slack' the whole day. I guess I'm eating back on my own words now.

Sure, waking up late is something I would want the most out of the above mentioned I guess (even now) but waking up with no aim to do is certainly not for me. :/ I guess I will find a job soon. Sighs. Anyone wants to go job-hunting along with me?

It's just 3 days into the break! Sian ah!

Someone jio me out please~ I want to go out. :/

2008-11-16T14:41:00.004+08:00

Hi all, this is the post as promised.

I've only got some photos here, cause I only have the photos sent to me from other people and from my phone. Hence, my apologies if there are too little photos.

Ok, i'll start off with the group photos first. Yeah, as you can see. Photo taken with the guys.

The 2nd group photo, taken with the guys and ladies from our class. Haha.

I missed out on Kalour FC's photoshoot though, sadly. :/

Myself and Keryn mei! The photo's little bit dark though! ;p

Myself and Marilyn. Haha. 2 years of classmates during lower sec.

Yicong! Haha. His a great friend la. My classmate and soccermate for 2 years. Thanks for dazzling my eyes with your dribbling abilities while playing soccer! Haha.

Kaitai! Haha. I only got to know him around last year, but i've heard about him and seen him play soccer. His also attending the same tuition as I am! Too bad we never take group photo as tuition friends eh? (with JL and KB)

YI LOON. Lol. Got to know him while playing DotA. Haha.

Ying Hao and Shi Long!

Melvin! Haha. It's fun playing soccer with ya. His a really fun guy to be around with. Keeps on cracking up jokes to entertain everyone. Haha.

Rui Heng! Thanks for the memories you've given me during Secondary school life! Haha. The days where we had played volleyball, celebrated birthdays together with others. Yep. Haha.

Rong qiang! My table-mate for almost 2 years liao. Haha. Thanks for helping me with all my questions.

Hui Ee! :] Got to know her around last year too. Haha. She's very easy to get along with. Yep. Very friendly also eh!

Ok la! I guess that's all the photos I have. :/ Very limited as compared to others I know. So if you've any other photos do send them to me also.

At the same time, I don't want to leave out anyone whom I had not mentioned above. Thanks everyone for being my friend, helping me when I needed help. Although my actions do not justify my gratitude at times, but yeah, deep inside I really appreciate all the help, support and fun everyone had given me.

To the teachers who taught me, thanks for clearing my doubts whenever I had questions. All your advices had truly benefitted me as a student.

To my classmate for 1e3'o5, 2e3'o6, 3e2'o7, 4e2'o8, thanks for all the memories you guys had given me. These memories will be etched in my mind. Let's just hope that there are future class outings yeah? There's a class chalet for 4e2 during December. Yep.

To the graduating Innovators and the existing juniors of mine, the fun times, pain as well as the feeling of reaping what we had deserved are something that I will remember for life. Thanks.

To my teammates in Kalour FC, the times we played together are truly rewarding and fun. You guys have taught me a lot. Thanks for giving me a hand, encouraging me when I wasn't playing very well.

And also to you, thanks for everything. Although it's all in the past now, but you had became a part of my memories which I'll never forget. Thanks once again.
For her, I just want to say, it's my priority to enjoy life with friends now. I wouldn't want to get myself into another relationship again. Yeah. But that does not mean, my feelings are never evident.

Did I leave out anyone?! >< If i did, as mentioned above, i'm sorry.

That's all for this post. With this post, I end my secondary life. Once a Huayian, forever a Huayian. Thanks Huayi!

2008-11-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hey all.

Just a short update.

I'm quite tired after my audition, so I'll blog more about Prom tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm out. For those who might be interested to know (and for those who knows anyway). Fast songs > me anyway. Haha.

2008-11-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

I feel strangled.

Everyone's probably getting excited and eagerly anticipating for tomorrow's prom, but I, don't really see the need to.

I cant enjoy the good food tomorrow so as to allow my throat to be in the best condition, and maybe the best joy i'll derive from tomorrow's prom is probably the entertainment and chatting with my classmates/schoolmates.

Plus there is a much bigger task this Saturday.

Meh, i shall not rant so much already. This blog really becoming blog of rants only. -_-' Will try to upload photos if I can, if I do take photos?

Even though Os is over, i'm feeling relieved only - that i can steer away from books and notes until next year. (hopefully, if i do pass my English)

No cause for joy yet.

2008-11-11T18:11:00.002+08:00

Feel like changing blog skin leh. :X

Now so complex liao unlike last time. T_T

Anyone willing to help out? :D

Last paper tomorrow! ;D

2008-11-11T10:23:00.004+08:00

The inner-side of Humans are never easily exposited; rather, their always in full concealment from the Human eyes.

"Humanity is the greatest bond that all Humans share~" - anonymous.

Is that factual or just a clichéd farce?

Is the very definition of "Humanity" offended when Humans do not care for each other? Be it strangers or close pals?

Has the Human instincts for survival in this world full of competition that no one accepts failure, being so overwhelming that it overrides the natural kindness that all Humans develop within our inner-selves?

There's so many question marks I developed during my thoughts last night, when I was semi-asleep on the bed.

Maybe i'm making a big fuss over what happened. Nevermind, this is what every adolescents go through - whining, ranting and expressing their emotions in simple and concise words.

I'm fine, it's just that there are a lot of questions out there in the world for me to find out.

*edit: Sorry for the wall of text, i knew it was never pleasant on the Human eyes. But, if you just scrolled down the whole text then it's fine.

2008-11-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

I'm doomed.

2008-11-10T13:02:00.001+08:00

The pressure is immense.. ><

2008-11-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

I've completed the first step.

It's time to put faith and confidence in myself, the only thing which I might be good at - although i'm still not very exceptional when compared to others.

But I will try, it's the experience that counts right? I will try...

The next,

天使忌妒的生活.

*就是那麼愛你
Jiu Shi Na Me Ai Ni
How I love you so

什麼都想為你
Shen Me Dou Xiang Wei Ni
Everything, I wanna (do it) for you

愛是一種毒癮正在發作
Ai Shi Yi Zhong Du Yin Zheng Zai Fa Zuo
Love is a drug addiction that is currently acting up*

^credits: http://www.jay-chou.net/forums/archive/index.php/t-25014.html

2008-11-06T14:29:00.004+08:00

257th post.

I had no idea that people are reading this boring blog. >.<

Anyway, please tag when you read my blog~ Especially if there's updated posts and you can tag something about it.

HMM. So.. the last 2 papers are next week, and my momentum is starting to die out. x_x"

No motivation to do physics; but see Chemistry practices then a bit interested. I can't keep focusing on Chemistry right? <.<

These few days haven't been doing a lot of constructive stuffs bah, instead, i've been wasting my time away on DotA and even Private MS!!! I'm glad that I spent time playing soccer though, really have to work up on my fitness, stamina like shi-.

Now my left-ankle a bit pain, hopefully it's ok. Walk abit loose loose liddat. Gosh.

HOW SIOL. No motivation to do work. VERY tempted to play games. ;/

2008-11-05T17:26:00.002+08:00

Will be closing my blog down soon, probably cause no one views it bah. ;x

*might* just create a personal and private e-diary, i don't know.

2008-10-25T09:27:00.003+08:00

O levels so far was fine. I'm just, very, very, very worried for my English. Might have to return as private candidate next year if I get a 5/6. ;/ (for English)

I literally blanked out, panicked, and flunked my Paper 1. It can easily be the worst essay i've written, section 2 didn't went that well too. Shall not mention where did I suggested to go, cause it was effin stupid.

Hopefully my P2 can pull up the grades, or at least secure a pass for me. I wouldnt want to return as a private candidate for the whole O levels if I failed my English badly. -_-'

The remaining papers will truly testify my will, strength and courage - whether I truly deserve to proceed on to the next higher tier of my life or not. Let's just hope everything goes well.

Time to chiong Physics and SS liao~ All the best to everyone. (:

2008-10-21T09:18:00.002+08:00

Had 'O' Ls Chemistry P2 yesterday, it was relatively easier as compared to our prelims. (which many considered quite easy already)

Will be having EL P1 and EL P2. I'm seriously afraid that I'll get writer's block later, which I frequently get them nowadays. :S Just hope that I'll be fine later.

Well, all the best to candidates, schoolmates and classmates for your papers later. :D

2008-10-19T16:21:00.002+08:00

I'm still troubled.

Not feeling very confident about tomorrow's examination although I told myself that I can do it and perform tomorrow. Somehow I always have pre-examination anxiety? Even if the word "pre" denotes that it's before the examination, I tend to carry the anxious feeling into the examination and I'll automatically blank out. So much for 4 years of Secondary school life? :/

I guess I'll try sleeping early, taking deep breathes and hope for all the best tomorrow.

Anyway, this song is currently stuck into my head: "一个人生活" by 林凡. It's a pretty old song, but still very rhythmic and soothing. :]

Confidence is the first step to success! Woosh!

2008-10-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow officially marks the start of O levels for some students. (considering the fact that the past papers such as Chinese are already bygones~)

I wish everyone all the best in the examinations and hopefully we can all score the points that we desire. :)

Remember to..

Bring your ic, your entry proof and ziplock bag.

Sleep early tmrw so as to allow your brain to recover and have enough neurons to use tomorrow~ Haha.

Okok, that's all for this short update.. I *think* I'll be watching Man Utd match later.. So all the best to the red devils too. ;D

2008-10-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

我真的不知道自己想要什么.
或许, 我只是没有勇气做一个决定.
好想对你说...

sighs.

2008-10-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

It was never evident; far away from grasp.

I am a fool to believe.

2008-09-28T14:38:00.003+08:00

Going on a 2-month hiatus for blogging starting from today till the end of O levels.

Hmm, time is very, very limited and there's seriously no time left to spend on the computer. *irony, o, irony*

Well, my bro just returned from Shanghai 2 days ago and he'll be staying with us for about 2-weeks before going back to work at Shanghai.

Thankfully his back; seems like his the only one who can really give me a schedule that i'll duly follow. So yesterday night we sat down and discussed about the remaining days of O levels for my preparation and allocated certain days for certain subjects et cetera, making me feel more secured and composed. 21 days of preparation, and it'll be Chemistry P2 on 20th of Oct. *gulps*

Ok, that's all for this short update.

Jiayous everyone for O levels!

2008-09-22T19:06:00.003+08:00

Got back Amaths and Emaths papers today, true enough, they sparked the 'fuel' needed to get me going - motivation.

Judging by how I phrased my sentence, there can only be 2 possibilities? It's either I scored well, and hence, wanting to achieve better in O Levels or I scored so badly that it probably triggered and gave me a wake up call to buck up. It's the latter that's true. (if only, it's the former..)

I've always seen prelims as a gauge of how ready I am for O levels. This prelims I didn't really put in alot of effort, thus, my results was like.. gah. So that signals one thing - I am not ready for O levels now. Buck up or die; the harsh realistic of indoctrination (literally, in reality). I want to see myself going into a poly that I want, studying a course that pertains to my interest and being with some of my friends who are interested in going to a similar poly that I want to go to.

Well, the above post may seem like a pretty down one, but the harder the obstacles, the more eager I am to overcome them. That's all I have to say.

It's the last leg of the race! All the best to everyone~ Jy. :)

2008-09-21T23:06:00.003+08:00

Seems like i'm only updating everytime Man Utd had a match eh? Well, I am disappointed.

The final score reads: Chelsea 1 - 1 Man Utd. Did we deserve just a draw? Or are we lucky to actually escape with a draw?

...

I think that both sides are pretty similar when it comes to chances, but the way the sides had taken their chances was different. Joe Cole had, two, yes TWO, one-on-one chances which he failed to score. My heart was beating so fast when he had the chance and when he blew the chance off, my heart was still beating extremely fast - how did he miss that? Nevermind about that, a more apparent miss came when Cole's cross was effectively swung across Utd's goal with non of the players having any slightest touch on the ball (mentioning both Chelsea and Utd's players). Anelka was the criminal; his concentration let him down. The score would've read 1-1 earlier if he had scored, it was the best chance in the game for Chelsea until that stage in my opinion. I said thank god, after 3 clear chances was missed by Chelsea and I thought we could have ended Chelsea's 84 games unbeaten home record at Stamford Bridge. I was wrong.

Salomon Kalou was brought on in the 73rd minute for Ballack - an inspired substitution by big phil. (thats what they call him right? :X) He was the man who was at the right place, at the right time and moment to net in Chelsea's equaliser in the 79th minute. Replay has shown that he was totally UNMARKED or not given any attention at all across Utd's penalty box, giving him a free header at goal. What happened next? Goal. 1-1. I was stunned and speechless.

Nonetheless, the player which Utd fans used to dislike due to his transfer saga was brought on during the 54th minute for Paul Scholes. His first touch was a shot at goal, which went wide, but gave United fans some hope that he would be the man to win the game. His second touch saw him dribbling and marauding down the other half of the field, which saw his effort cancelled out soon. His pace was electrifying; but he still needs more time to recover that touch and predator's instinct which earned him nearly 3 (or 4? i forgot.) annual individual awards last season.

To sum it all up, as mentioned at the start of this post, I am utterly disappointed with United today. We should have won, but at the same time, Chelsea was a good side as well. Their passing and teamwork seemed rather seamless and inconspicuous, giving the United defence a great test. Our defence is still very worrying though, although young Evans worked hard and played a great game. He was steady throughout the game. Gah, that's all I have to say.

Buck up red devils. Allow the fans to sing that ol' tune 'Glory, glory Man United! Glory, glory Man United!' once again at the end of the season.

2008-09-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

Was darn pissed yesterday night. Ah, nevermind. Man Utd lost 2-1 to Liverpool away.

...sighs. Some of my thoughts about the match yesterday night. Riera had a good debut yesterday night, he troubled our right flank alot (Brown was clearly intimidated, but still, didn't really give way easily to the Spaniard, so kudos to him for that). About our latest 30M transfer Berbs, he only had a few stints of brilliance, as seen by his vision to spot Tevez with his pass, which lead to United's first goal, but besides these few stints, i hate to say that his almost annonymous throughout the game, probably due to the lack of supply of ammunition from Midfield. Our midfield, I shall not say alot.. since, there's really nothing much to say about them. I still prefer if Fergie played 4-4-2 though but current status of the squad doesn't seem likely to play that system. Really miss the days whereby Fergie's wingers once marauded the flanks and terrifed our opponent's defence.

That's all my rant! :S

Tomorrow's going to be hectic, chemistry revision day. Gah. :/ I really hope that I can cope with Chem P1 on tuesday, it's a must score or die paper. ~.~

All the best to those who are still having their prelims! Ganbatte! :D

2008-09-09T13:02:00.001+08:00

Here's another short update!

I flunked EL Paper 2. >.< Just have a very bad feeling for summary ! zz.

Later still have 3 hours of Science tuition.. Hais! Lol. :X -.-" plus im feeling damn sleepy now. im definetely getting my afternoon nap later. haha. :D

Hmm .. I think that's all for this update lo. I'll be updating my playlist soon. ;D

2008-09-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow.. the toughest paper of them all. >.< EL Paper 2! Zzz. It is of utmost difficulty to even pass it la (not mentioning even THINKING of doing well in it once), and I am hoping that summary can at least help me pass the damn paper. Lol~

Next January, the results of all my hard-work and effort will be palpable and I certainly hope so. Hopefully that tentative smile on my face will wipe out on that fateful day and that those genuine smiles and laughters will be effusive in a positive manner. (not to the state of arrogance of course.. but surely no one can hide their joy if they do receive good results. :X)

Let me start on the main post for today then, it's not really a lot of details but what happened today certainly benefitted me positively lol. At least, I can finally find some momentum in studying la, thanks to my bunch of great friends who accompanied me at JE Library today. ;D Thanks! Well, was there from 11am to 5pm but I only concentrated for like 3-4 hours~ and I finished some maths worksheets and a chapter from the 1K mcq qns for Phys. :]

During lunch break, the rest of them went for lunch while me and Zi Jing continued mugging (actually we chatted for like 80% of the time) and when the others returned, we went for our own lunch break. Had lunch at 'my' store la. -.-" (lol try guessing where did we have our lunch? xD) then we went up to arcade to play the candy machine. LOL. spent like.. $8 there but then the candies we won are not even ostensibly worth 2 dollars. -.-" lol! Well arcade is for entertainment value anyway~ :D

Went home after studying at library and yeap, that's all for today. :]

2008-09-06T16:36:00.004+08:00

;o Received an-email from someone about babies,

January Babies~

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt... Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

Ehm, certainly untrue about the first point. -.-" For the rest, I can't really confirm. LOL. and yes, I admit im pretty stubborn when I know something is right and I get pretty pissed off when someone proves me wrong. <.<

Hmm, but it's certainly very interesting! ;D

2008-09-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

Just back to clean up the cob webs that are evident in every obscure location of this blog. *exaggeration*

Well, I won't be posting much until O levels are over, and it's just a couple of weeks away. There's prelims next week *sighs* and I better mug soon. I've pretty much wasted this holidays away thanks to illnesses and.. well meaningless activities (such as wasting my time away on games :X).

Alright, that's all. ;D

2008-08-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

Had such a great day today with my primary school friends. :]

Haha, it was great reminiscing about the past; and listening to the absolutely cold jokes of Jia Hao. -.-" It was cool watching Clarie and Rui Song play basketball outside Sakae Sushi while waiting for our turn to enter, heart-warming to see that the class spirit actually still exists after 4 years (well, although it was just a day, i felt something), and just had so much fun time today. Ah, undescribable. Thanks so much for the great day today. (actually it's yesterday, it's 12am now as of time of publish of this entry, heh, w/e la. xD)

I went home slightly earlier than the rest as I wasn't feeling well. So sorry for leaving so early.

I do hope after O levels we'll have more of such outings and yeah, Guo wei came along too, although he wasn't a part of 6-5, but with him, the whole gathering really.. become very fun la. LOL, his jokes were funny and cold, especially when we were at Sakae, he kept saying the name of this dish: 'xx Kaminabe' .. and he kept repeating the dish name in vulgarity-form. ~.~

Haha, that's all for this short entry! It was a really meaningful day today. :]

2008-08-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

Sighs, wanted to upload photo. My USB Cable have some problems. :/

Anyway, this is another update!

The prelims exams are full of ups and downs I guess.. Chemistry was relatively easier as compared to MYE.. while, i totally flunked my humanities.. and I was 'condemned' to fail today's Physics paper when Question 1 greeted me with: 'It's all over' all written over it.

Luckily, some of the questions after that question was managable, and hopefully I can pull of a pass bah. :/

Meanwhile, it's time for some relaxation bahs. :X then next week during Sch holidays, have to chiong ALOT liao. Really need to make up for all the weaknesses in my academic areas that i've discovered through this preliminary examination, and hopefully score well for both Maths papers , EL Paper 2 as well as Sciences MCQs after Holidays. :]

Ok la, that's all for this short update. I guess don't need to update on RQ's birthday bah, im abit slow. :S haha. And.. Happy birthday to Shannon! :]

2008-08-19T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm, the starting tune of Jay Chou's Secret (Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi) is pretty etched into my mind. I don't know why; but it's like the tune that i'll think of whenever im bored etc. Ah, influence of music!

Went JP just now, hmm. To get RQ's birthday present. Haha, those celebrating his birthday on Friday one will know what I got for him. I think me and weiliang sharing? :)

Bah, other than that, there's really nothing much to update la. I guess I'm updating for the pure sake of 'updating'. lolXD school is as per normal.. hmm. yeah. Have 3 hours tuition later. Zzz.

That's all. All the best for the prelims everyone! :D

2008-08-18T21:39:00.003+08:00

"That is why, it'll always be my life-time target, until the day whereby someone could fully decipher what it means and what is it's true significance."

PHRASE: "Baby-faced assasin"; contradiction, alike to many others (be it the same form or not.) which will take forever to mention all of the alike phrases out.

Well, quite a wierd way to start a post but I guess it's something new instead of the always familiar: 'Yo, it's a new entry', etc.

Nothing much happening today, school as usual, had assembly and lessons after that. Did the last experiment for our Chem portfolio today, does that mean that I can wash my hands off chemical experiments from today onwards? :)

As usual, they all say that internet is the vast galaxy of information, I am in full consensus with that statement I guess. Online Forums contain lots of useful reads which could prove essential for essay-writing, I hope. :X Not to mention somebody's blog, which may seem as a pure case of elitism, the idealogy of "Im simply better than everyone else in the world" and abhorrent arrogance, but logic still exists between SOME of his texts (E.g. the wine comparision, not taking into account his.. self-biased thoughts.) in his blog. (I guess the majority would know who I am referring to if your from HYSS, and if you've been to his blog :S)

Ah, and there's PE tomorrow. Zzz. Starting to hate PE lessons already, but last lesson was fine, Floorball. This Friday, Preliminary Examination EL Paper 1 + Elec. Geog!! ZZZ. Time to cram lots of information soon. :/ Jiayous to everyone for their mugging and preparations for prelim..

2008-08-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

Wanted to update yesterday night, but I was too tired after yesterday's match.

Yep, the last match until O's over? It was great. :D Played Left-back, and had a duty to watch close and man-mark their right winger. I think I did my duty well I guess.

Was subbed by Kaywee during 2nd half. The team did great yesterday, I remember we had several close chances yesterday. Weijie hit the post, it was a thunderous shot lol.

Having said that much, the end-result is 1-0 to Kalour! Well done everyone :D

And now, it's time to focus on studies. ;/ (who isn't?)

2008-08-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

It's been a long day. :/ Just came back from 3 hours of tuition. (Phys + Chem) .. My brain cells are 'slaughtered' every Tuesday night without any mercy from my tuition tr. T_T

Sec 4 students in my school took back our O level Chinese results today, I guess I am pretty satisfied (rather, delighted) with my grades. Since my chinese standard is weak imo, having achieve that grade, it's really.. delightful. I guess the preparation during school holidays (chionging of essays etc) was essential in the vast improvement of my chinese. xD Haha. I wouldn't consider a retake, as I am satisfied with my grade le ba.. Haha..

Went back home and chatted online for an hour or so, then went to get my evening nap lol. Rest is needed for 3 hours of intensive tuition right, haha. I guess, that's all.. it's being a pretty emotional day for other classes I suppose.. and Kt said after tuition: 'I guess even Heaven is crying for us..' Oh well, don't get too upset over your grades, for those who didn't perform up to expectation during this mid year's O level paper. Work hard and all the best for your Nov paper, it should be generally easier. :]

Lastly, jiayous to everyone who is mugging hard for their examinations now.. It's going to be a stressful and tough period for all of us..

2008-08-11T17:38:00.003+08:00

A new entry! :]

I can't believe im losing my motivation and all those little ingredients listed in the successful 'O' levels 'recipe' during this CRUCIAL period. 10 more days to prelims and 70 days to O LEVELS! :/ Time flies!

I guess I lost my momentum towards studies during this long break I guess, hopefully when school starts tomorrow, the momentum can be built up rapidly, really cannot waste anymore time le.

I have not done:

-Any maths/amaths ws over this break.
-Revision for Physics (ANY).
-Any revision/notes for SS, My social studies textbook is as new as I bought it last year. (not to mention that I bought my Sec3 SS textbook 2 weeks ago.. -.-)
-THOROUGH revision for the subjects that I think that I have completed my revision for. -.-" [contradicting]

Right, with things sort out like this, I guess it's much easier for me to plot my strategy. Studies is like war, and a correct strategy can turn the tides in a war! :]

Gambatte! Woo. [hopefully, this time it is not always talk but no specific actions.. like always.]

2008-08-08T23:55:00.005+08:00

Sorry, I've been slacking alot and thus, the lack of updates. ;p

Let me start this new-post with a..quiz tag by waisiong:

1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?
LJ? Long Jacket? o.O What's that?

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Prepare for bedtime? lol..

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Haven't thought of it yet.

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
City of dreams, I am not too sure. There's a couple.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Wouldn't consider myself a total introvert; but I can be quite socialable too. :)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone requires time, commitment and many more. Being loved by someone? Hmm..

7. Do you trust easily?
Not really. :S

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
What person? Did the question mean that whether my role model is deceased or alive? Lol.. I guess his deceased then. (even though I've only seen him for 2 years..)

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Studies stress I guess.

10. When's the last time you had fun?
This afternoon. Sports!

11. Is being tagged fun?
No comments.

12. How do you see yourself?
Ah, too much of a philosophical question.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hm, quite a nice person. Very socialable, friendly. ;D Classmates for 4 years in HY.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I wouldn't weigh happiness together with gold. To me, having happiness is the most important thing. :D [therefore, I wouldn't mind being poor, since relationships weigh more in my heart.]

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
1-2 I guess. Global economic inflation rise. ~.~

17.What's better, to give or to receive?
I believe both would be in-sync with each other? When you give, naturally, you are bound to receive something.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
It wouldn't happen. ;]

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
Wouldn't happen la. School teach us education you know. ;D

20. What are you waiting for right now?
National Day. LOL.

Alright, completed the tag. Now I'm going to start on the main-post.

So, HYSS had a national day celebration today. Well, it's more of a combination of celebration and talentime incorporated together. Still, the talentime theme is related in such a sense that the songs chosen must be from a local artiste/composer (for the song catagory la).

Song catagory, ok lo. Band, the people playing the instruments were very good la, it's not easy to play so well infront of so many people? As for the lead singers.. I guess it's pressure/anxiety that dampened their singing.

After the whole celebration was over, went over to weiliang's house for soccer. Haha. ;D Street-soccer la. Didn't feel like going home and mugging again -_-' That's for tmrw. ;/

I went home after that, while the rest went for lunch at mac(?). The bus-ride home was pretty nostalgia. I guess that sentence explains a lot.

Reached home at around 4 plus, and I slacked again. Watch Hellboy with family until 6plus then we went for dinner @ Sheng Siong. The super-cheap plus super-nice food place. xD This time, we tried steamboat + the fish thingy (i have no idea how you translate that dish into english terms, lol). Watched the opening ceremony as well. Haha, I am impressed by the items put up by the Chinese. Zhang Yi Mou direct one leh, of course got standard la. Haha. ;D

Went home after dinner and continued watching the Olympics ceremony, then went to slack on the com awhile :X until now lo, that's why im blogging and going to prepare for sleep. :]

Sighs, to think that when school reopens, have to take results for O level Chinese liao.. Time passes fast.

2008-07-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

Went to JEC and watched TDK today. It was a good show as expected~ :D

The character development and portrayal of the villains were superb; although I hoped that Two-Face had more screen time. :( I would still consider Joker as the main cast of this show though, despite the fact that the show name was revolving around the idealogy of Batman fighting in his new suit (or smth liddat.. ehh..) :X

Blah, I am progressing at a slow pace academically.. Slow and steady huh? Hmm.. perhaps it doesnt apply to my current situation.. haha. 30+ days to prelims, 90+ days to O levels. How to 'slow and steady'? :/

Mug time~ :]

2008-07-18T15:57:00.003+08:00

230th post!

Slowly losing my motivation to study? :/ hais. What to do?!

Anyway, played for kalour yesterday against teachers, ft-score was 4-4. haha. :]

went on as a sub at 65th minute. played dm. one of my last few matches in hy i guess~

Ok, nothing much to update today, just as other normal schooldays. haha.

2008-07-16T23:02:00.001+08:00

Sighs,

Disappointed but what can I say?

Inept, disabled and lost. Gah.

2008-07-11T19:59:00.002+08:00

Let me retract back my words and rephrase them, I'll only update my blog once or twice every week? Haha. So at least it wont be really dead. :]

Today was very tiring, had Cross Country run during the morning. Zzz, shall not elaborate on what happened (since it would be nothing more than just a meaningless rant isn't it) during the run. After the run went to jp to eat with wilson and co. Haha. Wanted to go Alvin's house to play :X But then, changed my mind and went to play soccer instead. Sorry Alvin! :[

Soccer was pretty relaxing and fun la; but it was more tiring than usual due to the run this morning. I think I need to work more on my control and shooting. Had like so many chances to shoot but I blasted them all away. :/

Went home at 5.30pm while the rest of them continued to play, cause mum told me to return early. :] Tomorrow still have to go Sci Centre for Inno's first self-organised competition, I hope that everything will be smooth.

Alright, that's all for this short entry. Haha.

2008-07-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

Whoops, the last entry was SUPPOSED to be one of the last for this blog until O levels is over... Hmm. I guess I am going back on my own words. ): Haha, oh well, this is just a light post, nothing much I guess.

I just returned back from Chemistry tuition and find myself in a slump currently, no motivation nor goal for studying. Eh, as in short term goals? :X Work have to be done, I guess I'll start chionging the Amaths Revision paper. Did 5 qns, 4 qns already don't know how to do. Sighs. :/ Still have to do English summary sia. Sianned.

I guess that's the life for most students eh? Burying ourselves in books (eventually); attempting to finish that endless pile of homework and revision tutorials, as well as dedicating time to your family, friends and perhaps, someone or something? Ha.

I don't really have a lot of motivation quotes for myself; as usual, I conjured this myself and I still believed in it (although many WILL disagree) .. but here it goes:

Passion Overrides Capability.

Quite crappy la, but then.. It's really motivational to me? :D Although I don't really have passion for studies, but as soon as I find it, hopefully i'll be able to excel myself and improve myself! Same goes for physical aspects such as sports, soccer. I am still trying to toughen myself up, to hopefully earn a place in the team that I play for. :]

That's all for this light post. Ha. Jiayous to everyone who are already mugging for Os or other examinations. All the best!

2008-07-01T16:58:00.003+08:00

Ha, one of my last few posts until Os is over.

Going to concentrate and make the best out of the remaining two months available. After all, it is the last tier of the race, gogo! :]

It's pretty amazing how time flies, I can still recall all the happy moments I had with my friends during lower sec. :] In a blink of the eyes, everything changed so much already; I am going to be a candidate for one of the most important examinations in a person's life - O levels. Haha, I guess it's going to be pretty lifeless these 2 months. Mug, mug and mug? :/

Alriiiiight, I shall not update on school-life, it's probably the same as before. I feel that I am lacking a lot behind on studies, hence, I shall just buck-up and make my words count. Actions DO speak louder than words. Ha.

Suffer two months and enjoy the after-fruits of these 'sufferings' for a much longer time than these two months. Two months are nothing! :D

WOO! Alright, pumped up and ready to run for the last leg of the race. Jiayous everyone. ;]

2008-06-26T11:04:00.002+08:00

Yeah! 2 more moodle hw to go~ -.-'

Plan to go gym tmrw, if my muscles condition allow. haha.

Dang, life without school very sianned. Stay at home do moodle -.-"" I prefer to go school and study.. At least go there really got study abit.. At home find it very hard to concentrate.. Zzz.

Hm, Germany defeated Turkey 3-2, to reach E2008 finals. Haha. Tomorrow's quarter-final is Spain vs Russia, I planning to watch this one. :D [Sets alarm clock @ 2.30am]

Both sides with such a formidable attacking force, Spain led by key-stars (Silva, David Villa) and co, while Russia has Arshavin and Pavyluchenko (w/e you spell it lol.) ! IT WILL BE A GAME TO WATCH OUT FOR. LALA~ :D

Ok, that's all for this post. Haha, people remember to tag!! :]

2008-06-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM. :D (altho she wont see this)

Haha, I am here to write another short entry.

Today early in the morning woke up at 6.30am, and then slept until 7am again. I couldn't wake up la, arms were aching coupled with the usual (but seems more horrific this time) laziness that comes along. Gah, I still had to wake up for Chi Oral Prac/Briefing in School. O levels Chinese Oral this FRIDAY FOR ME!! :/

Reached school late at around 8.15am.. Hm, the teacher havent really started yet.. Luckily I guess. Was given entry-proof and some practice worksheets for oral. Yep. Then after everything had ended at 10am++++, went with yb they all to $1.50 chicken rice there to have brunch. (breakfast+lunch. xD) Woah, ordered large portion of chicken rice + 1 thai fried toufu. So full after that~ :S

AND YEAH, went to harry's house after thaat! :D Haha.. Learnt how to play...... abit of piano-_-' BUT, it was fun k. and .. very fulfilling altho it was like just the starting 3 lines of the song 'Better Man' by robert williams. -.-' hahaha. siaaaan now I have a higher urge to buy a piano. Oh my gosh. Lol.

Left harry's house alone at 5pm, cause had to go out with family to eat dinner and celebrate mum's birthday. haha. sian!! I didn't know stalford called @ 6plus, i didnt recognize their numbers. -.-" So my family thought that I was still going to have my tuition (tuition is cancelled), and we decided to dine at Sheng Siong instead of at IMM. :( Darn. Wasted. Oh well.. But it was still a dinner with mum! :D

Haha, went home after dinner and watched some tv before completing that argumentative essay that has lots of loopholes and big fails. ha. :/ and I guess im going to sleep soon after I post this entry. :]

2008-06-23T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, here to bring everyone another short update. xD
Concentrate on studies now john,
Hmm, past few days nothing much really happened.. Sort of slacked throughout these few days, but was more serious towards my school-work today. Woke up early in the morning telling myself I must do something constructive today, and I finished Geog Moodle (part of the assignment) as well as the planning and the notes for Euthanasia essay. Tomorrow i'll continue with the essay I guess. :)
I am not right for anyone; neither is anyone right for me YET.
At around 3pm today, went down to gym with WS, Wil, YC and Tyty. Haha, got introduced to a new machine! :P I didn't even know it was the assisted chin up. Haha. It's very useful k? Hopefully can pass Napfa with consistent training on that machine. :) Anyway, planning to hit the gym more and cut down less time on games and tv. I believe it'll be good, since gym is good for health and I can better concentrate on my studies now that I am willing to let go of my games. (YES, I am certain! XD)
Time will wait, I will find her in the future.
Went home and watch TV, haha. Show was funny (Yu Le Bai Fen Bai). They had Yoga as their special guest, and im pretty amazed by his vocals. I didn't know he was that good a singer (since all I ever heard from him was 'Bei Ying' on Radio :X) until today's show. Oh well, looks like Million stars avenue has groomed 3 outstanding stars - Aska, Jam and Yoga. :) All the best to their careers.
Gambatte for studies now! (:
Alright, I guess that's all for this short update. Time to buck up le john, show that 'willing-to-study' attitude once again! :)

2008-06-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Post number 222! Lol. Nice number. xD

Woke up early in the morning despite sleeping so late yesterday night, yawns. -.-"

Went for Inno @ 12 and then watch kalour vs ex-hy team, altho we lost, it was good effort by everyone.. The feeling of watching them play and being unable to be part of the team just.. undescribable.. Sighs.
I guess I am not good enough for you;
Went home after inno and their match with wilson they all.. Took bus 99 home with them and they made the bus ride home eventful. Hahaha. Ok la, not really say alot of things.. budden better than i everytime go home on bus so sian de. haha.
I'll just admire you from far. I lack the courage. :/
Went to 'explore' new prime with wilson and darren. haha. indeed it SEEMS like it's larger la. hm? went home after that. xD

Therefore im here now.. and ending this post. ha. ;]

2008-06-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

"A sudden paroxysm of ungovernable emotions;

in equilibrium with endless despair and melancholy.

There once stood the figure, directing me to the tunnel of light and hope;

diminished, in an abrupt instance."

^nevermind that. LOL. :]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MR. CHUA WEI LIANG! YO. :D haha.

Went to wl's house to celebrate his birthday yesterday. Reached there at around 1.30pm? I thought me, bryan and wilson quite early le, but inside yb they all alr there. haha. Went down to kick soccer for awhile before returning back to wl's house. Haha. Soon after that, guests started to fill wl's house, then the buffet people also come le. haha.. set up buffet, and enjoyed the food. thanks so much for the warm invitation weiliang! :]

As wl's bday and our class's bbq clashed together, me, rq and harry had to leave wl's house at around 4plus bah.. Reached ECP at 6plus if I am not wrong, rented bicycle. Woah, very good offer leh. Rent ONE hour plus TWO hours FREE + 1 drink = $6/h. wow. haha. So we can rent the bike until 9 pm plus.. yep.

Didnt really get to cycle alot at ECP. then played volleyball, ate food, played soccer (zz. keep becoming monkey for so many times=.=").. then while playing soccer accidentally slipped and got a minor cut on my knees. but it's k. np. lol.

left ECP at 9 plus bah.. then had to walk back all the way from the bicycle shop to the junction which is leading to the underpass - with a bleeding knee. rofl. no tissue. z.

reached home at abt 11.30pm plus, cause i went to 7-eleven @ pioneer mall to get instant noodles. on the way back from bedok stn to boonlay, wasnt really moody la. but rly felt like being alone and listen to music.. thought of alot of things, maybe that's what made me conjured up such a lame text up there^. and i am not emo k. define emo please. so does being alone = emo? no.

that's all i guess, studied abit chem during the night (rather this very early morning.. from 1 to 2plus).. then went to sleep le. ha.
where's the angel that used to bring smiles?:/
as for today, did nothing really. studied chem?and take care of my nephew. he brings smiles. :D
i know i am nothing to you.but,w/e.complex.
alrighty, that's all for this post i guess. :]

2008-06-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

HMM, here to bring the readers another short update~ Just to mention, tag my tagboard when you've seen the entries leh! It doesn't matter whether you know me or not; at least just leave your identity on the tagboard, then maybe can be friends or what. Haha. :]

Yesterday went to IMM with people from my class to buy BBQ stuffs. Haha. Reached JP int at around.. 12.50pm :X I WAS LATE. aaa~ lol. So sorry. Then went JE to eat and stuff. Haha, after that went to giant(?) and shop for BBQ stuffs. Then went up to mini-toons and scout for wl's birthday. Got him a... (tomorrow those going to his party will know. xD)

Alright, then today didn't really do anything lehs. I woke up late, how great. But I still managed to complete the MCQs (Chem wksht leh, so late then finish MCQ! ZZ!), it's like im telling myself 99th time k, I must buck up. All words, no actions. Reality hits hard, and once it hits, there's much difficulty overcoming such a great force. :\ You'll see me regret next January if I continue to slack now.

O Levels! Concentrate! [:

2008-06-15T20:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER's DAY to.. everyone who is celebrating it? I couldn't be celebrating because, yeah. :X oh well, but later maybe going out to celebrate bro-in-law's father day! haha. :D
我还是放不下,
Hmm, just to bring all the readers another short update I guessed. I failed to accomplish what I stated in the last entry (that is to clear off the chemistry worksheets). Yikes. Maybe going to clear them off when im home, don't think i'll be watching Switzerland vs Portugal, it's 2.45am. :X So, chiong worksheets later bah. Ha. :]
真的好'心'苦.
This afternoon went to Hong Kah North CC to take bursary award (my mum apply de). Oh well, got $$ ma. :D haha. Then saw JUNJIE! My long-lost primary school good friend sia. Haha, always see his mum at Gek Poh, but then never see him de leh. Suddenly thought of all the good memories we had in primary school with Gary, Quan Yang and co. Still remember how we used to play street-soccer when we were bored? It's like, im bored, i call you all come down play, less than 5 minutes everyone gather at the place one leh! Ha! :D Dang, how I wish 6-5 would have a gathering sometime after Os. :X Oh well, we exchanged emails, thus it's still counted as keeping in touch bah. Haha.
我还想念着你, 你也应该不知道,
After that, went to take the train and then transfer bus back home lo. :] Nothing much after that, I practically slacked throughout today, had no mood to study (maybe cause I went out? :X oh well, what a crappy reason. -.-), AAAAH!! I have lots of stuffs to do la. Chemistry worksheets, essay on Euthanasia (practice, not sure if our class also same moodle homework:X), dots.
我还爱着你.
Alright, enough of my rants la. Haha. It's really time to start studying, come to think of it, we've only got 1 more week (by right) and 1 more week of e-moodle 'school holidays' to go, why not make the best of it by revising. :] GAMBATTE! ^^
work for that L1B4 of 10 and below john!

2008-06-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

Yesh! Just finished rushing my chemistry tuition homework. Haha. :X Okok, that's not the point~ The point is that I am here to update another entry. :]

Firstly, I celebrated zijing's birthday 2 days ago (12/06/08) ha. :] Met up with Bryan at my house here, and then we joined the others at Jurong East. It seemed like we were the last to arrive. WhoopsXD Original plan was to go to Marina Square, but we went to Causeway Point in the end. Haha. Had lunch at Pizza Hut and then walked around Causeway Point, went up to arcade, watch-ed some people play arcade games and then went down to discuss where we are going next. Too bad they are going to play basketball, and it wasnt appropriate for me to play basketball with what i was wearing - collar shirt AND JEANS. -_-' Haha, so I went home alone :[

Secondly, yesterday was pretty hectic as the mover company moved my sister's house stuffs over to our house because she and my brother-in-law will be staying at my house while they rent out their house to people. :] This is because, my sister wants to get back to work as soon as possible to earn more income for the family, so have to leave my nephew at my house for my mum to take care. Haha, they live at Sengkang for your info, and it takes like 45 minutes from their house to our house by car transport.. So yeah. Finally more people in the family means it's only going to get merrier! Hoho XD

Lastly, today slacked quite alot, but I only studied abit. Sian. And my study hor, is to do my tuition homework. HMMMMMM. So it wasn't really considered studying bah. :S Oh well, this is called building the momentum! Haha. Next week have to go full force le :] I've finished both maths worksheets, and im left with Mr.Lee's homework next. So I guess i'll clear it off tomorrow. Haha.

Alright, 3 parts summarises up this entry. Sorry for not updating that regularly anymore, mainly because I was busy with moving stuffs around the house (how great, renovating and moving houses. Ha.) and didnt have the mood to update. But hey, I updated didn't I! :D

2008-06-09T12:00:00.003+08:00

Spilled ice-cream onto my keyboard while attempting to type down my email and password. -.-"
^stupidityLOL(jk)

Hm, went gyming early in the morning and went to eat at gekpoh after that. bought my icecream (the dawn of disaster) and then walked back home. was thinking about alot of stuffs. aaa~ troubled. :S

you know what, i really don't feel like studying. but i don't have a choice do i? i mean, it's like the 3rd week of june hols and i haven't started ANYTHING. how great is that? :\ i must buck up man, if not next year January i will be regretting, and it'll be too late. gahh, i need a study-group. JIO ME GO STUDY A. [:

today plan to finish abit maths, hope that i can finish it. after finishing homework jiu start on topical revision, gogogo study plan. ;]
虽然你已经把我給忘了,我还是想念着你. :\
ha, that's all for this short update, i really hoped that i can type more here but it seems like theres nothing much to blog about this boring holidays. looking forward to wl's bday and class bbq tho. at least can go out and relieve stresssssssssssssssssss. ;] sayonara.

2008-06-06T18:20:00.003+08:00

let me start the post with a match update. kawa vs valour. final score 4-3. congrats kawa on our win! :]

first half, i was barely existant. was really taken aback by the heat of the sun; everything seem to drift pass me so slowly, affecting my senses during the process. seriously la, my vision was blurred and my brain was getting cooked. zzz. during break-time, told hongwei to sub me off. but apparently kb had blisters on his legs, no choice i had to carry on. entering the 2nd half with low self-confidence, i told myself i must buck up for this match. i will strive for the remaining 45 minutes. regulating my breathe flow and adjusting my pace, i seem to have played better in the 2nd half. confidence slowly regained, i felt more confident and the momentum and everything was right. the chance came to prove my worth, to be of significance, even for that short moment, a cross swung in, it's do or 'die', i headed the ball out of the perimeters of the penalty box. i have done it! finally, being able to defend well, head a ball, although zai defenders like wl had done something like these alot of time, this was a small stepping stone for me. :]
i hoped that you would ask, how i played, personally.
on the other hand, valour played well too. midfield was constantly linking up with the attackers, and defence was coping right. ;] well played both sides. good game!
i played it for myself, seems like im slowly forgetting you.hoho.
hoho, very tired now sia. haha. finally able to play at an average level. woo! gogo.

2008-06-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

HI. Here to update again. Ha.

Today got scamm'ed to school, although it was just 2 free periods in the morning. xD Cause mr.lee didnt come for chem, i didn't know. T_T so i woke up at the usual time, reached school at the usual time, and sat in class (did some maths tho, so.. at least i did something) till 9plus then ms lee come in and have lessons until 11am, and we're released.

Had lunch @ kfc, before going off to marina boulevard for the english seminar thingy. hm, it was useful la. but then.. not really useful to the sake that i really.. paid attention to the whole seminar. :X (lol what am i talking?! :X) oh well, whatever la. haha. left the auditorium at around 5plus and went home on mrt lo.
i will play it for myself tmrw.
Tomorrow there's match. hope that can at least play at the level of average.. touch ar touch, please be there for me tomorrow. at least let me have the proper control with the soccer ball. :\ not sure whether where i'll be playing tmrw; or maybe even wont play lo, be sub. ~.~' don't know la. ha. dun think my fitness good for full match yet. maybe going to play sub? 2nd half then sub someone lo. liddat i also maybe can play better. ha. all the best kawa. kawa vs valour, gogo. [:

2008-06-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yo! So sorry for slacking for the past few days. XD Haha, wasn't really in the mood to blog. :X

Anyways, here is the short update. [:

Hm, past few days had lessons and tuitions. Nothing much already, I think. Haha.

Today had lessons, and physics marathon after recess!! Woah, haha. Intensive physics seh. Did skill 3 thingy + some experiment. Also had lessons on transformers. Ha. [:

After school, went to mr.teh tarik there to have lunch, before going to mkt there accompany wl help (chunkiat?;x) buy smth i think. Took 99 back home after that, don't know where the others go. xD haha.

Tomorrow have english seminar! lol. ~.~ those who attended the seminar said the notes are quite useful. hope so yeah? ;D have match this coming fri, kawa vs valour. hohoho. ;]

2008-06-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hoho! [:

Went street soccer-ing just now. Haha, chance to improve stamina. ;] As usual, I was easily fatigued and keep running out of stamina, but I think I improved abit? Haha. First game, didn't play very well.. cause I wasn't adventurous enough? Kept staying at the backline. Second game, made some improvement, dribbled infront, scored a hat-trick. Siao, can't believe it. ;x I think very fun la, both games, can see teamwork and good passes from everyone. Haha. Now im frickin' fatigued and tired. Still have to pack files, HOW?! :X
and i dedicate that hat-trick,even in a pracgame, to you. ;]
Took bus 98, then changed to bus 99 with friends. Haha. ;D Very determined to play lots of soccer& improve my physical fitness now, but is it the right-time? Remember john, the priority is still O levels. BUCK UP! [:

Went to gekpoh after 99 reached my stop, discovered I only have 7 bucks left. -_-' Went to buy files for E and A maths, $7.20! Then no more money to buy decent food le, so went to buy a drink, hopefully it'll fill my stomach. Whoops:X I wonder who's the one who is always lamenting when people's not eating decent meals ar? xD Haha.

Alrighty, that's all for this short update. Gah, im really lazy to update my blog song. Lol.

2008-05-30T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hi, here to update my blog once again. ;D

Thanks for the encouragement people, really appreciate them alot. ;D haha. ^^

Haha, nowadays my mood seems to be something like a roller-coaster, and getting stressed up very easily. Maybe cause I haven't started studying yet, as mentioned before in my blog. Going to start soon, invest 6 months of hardwork, I am sure the end-product will be satisfying. [:

I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. Ha, someone please tell me to buck up. ;[

Nothing much these few days, just went back to school and attended lessons. Today kind of learnt 2 new chapters of Amaths ? Ha. No tuition = lack behind school-work. So have to buck up and self-revise on myself le. ;x I swear my peers are pilling up the pressure on me ! ;p
i have learnt to look on the positive side thanks to you. tc of yourself ar. ;]
Think of all the things we can do after Os guys, play like nobody's business, pursue our own interests, go out until latelate come back also np. (provided our parents agree.lol!) ah, so song! [: WORK HARD FOR NOW GOGO JOHN. ;]

2008-05-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to Kalour FC for their win this evening.. It ended at full-time 5-5, and led to penalties whereby yuhong secured the win in his penalty for us. ;]

Although i felt that they could have done it with just 10 men.. I was totally annonymous.. Not posing any form of threat nor a solid defender at right back.. When i finally got my momentum and confidence back at 2nd half.. I was swung back by a cruel fact - my leg muscle got cramped. Zzz. Taken to the sidelines for awhile, i had to sit on the bench and watch my teammates play.. while I can do nothing at all.. This injury affected my ability in the whole game.. To run, clear, and even jump.. Not a debut worth mentioning at all.. I have failed this game miserably. When the final whistle goes, I fell back to the ground, smashing the ground with my bare hands and blaming myself for the last goal.. It wasnt really wil's fault.. It could have been avoided.. if i had watch my line more clearly.. and marked the offender.. I have to admit I was struggling with fitness the whole match.. My stamina simply wasnt good enough for 90 minutes. Sorry guys, I have been a great disappointment.

Enough said, since O levels is coming.. I guess I can only prepare myself for better fitness (jog etc).. and hopefully just play a game or two every month or something like that.. Hope that after O levels.. I will be able to have a good fitness, sense of touch and anything that can allow me to prove that I am worthy of playing for this fabulous team..

Once again, excellent win for us, full credits to my teammates. Well done. [:

2008-05-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

HMM.

School was boring as usual. Had intensive Chinese lesson in the morning.xD After recess rushed finish the composition, then mr.lee came in to go through the chemistry paper. Darn, I failed my MCQ, but overall just nearly passed. omg!

lol.

After school, went to Mac for lunch again. Lol. If like that keep eat Mac, soon going to fall sick le lah. =X so cannot eat so much fast food le. lols. ;p

Went home straight away after Mac. lala. ;D then when reached home, played a game of DotA. lagged like hell. my computer really not fit for gaming. -_-' lol. the others not experiencing lag; only i experiencing. plus is those 5-second-frame kind of lag. T_T

oh well, have to stop gaming le. o levels coming i still like that. -_-' siansian.

2008-05-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

I am disappointed. What a change. Trust, reliance, is there no one that can be here for me? Pathetic soul of mine.

2008-05-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, here is another short update.

Had a career talk by NP and a chemical awareness talk later by this lady from Jurong Island in our school. After the talks, I returned back to class and then went down for a short recess. xD

Well, had Geog lesson (gone through the papers) and a partial-English lesson. Oh well, had an intensive unprepared chinese lesson after that. Had to finish 1 letter-writing and 1 composition sia. ;x Haha, but still managed to pass up everything by the last minute.

Went to Mac and had my lunch there with my friends. After that, everyone went home. Hm, my house is undergoing renovation for Kitchen now, so sadly I will not be able to experience home-cooking for at least 1-2 weeks): Slept for an hour or so, woke up, play DotA, received message that tui is cancelled, rejoiced for awhile, watched Secret. ;D haha.

Yeeeps. That's all for this short entry& im very sorry for the lack of music. I am just too lazy to update. Whoops. :X

2008-05-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for slacking for the today and yesterday. xD Going to bring you a late update! (:

Yesterday a.. EH. Oh! Had SPA. SPA was ok. At least I think that I could manage both SPA, and possibly diminishing my thoughts on dropping Pure science. Oh well, the issue of dropping into combined science doesnt revolve around SPA right? It is 20% of O level.. The majority still lies in the paper. >_<' Will decide when I get back my papers tomorrow, and possibly during Holidays. (I have no idea when is the registration for the dropping of sciences going to be opened :S)

After that, me, yb, zj, bryan, harry, rongqiang n wilson went to IMM to eat. Was raining, and feeling quite down in bus 99. (it held some special memories anyway) Mood started to be bad. Oh well. :\ Ate at LJS. Then zijie come down and find us. haha.

I went home after eating while the rest of them went to play pool. (besides yb, she also go home. xD) No mood to play pool. Haha.

TODAY! aka the slacking day. xD woke up early in the morning started to pia pserver le. -.-' feel so meaningless. playing these online games. haha. oh well, there's nothing better to do anyway. :X

Went to opp pioneer mall for soccer @ 3pm. my first time playing field soccer since... january/february. i cant really remember. and of course, as expected, i was like shit. -.-" clearances also cannot make properly. zz, lousiest mistake is when darren receive high ball. i still stare at him. sian should've gone behind him to cover him. (that's the role of a Last Man right?) but i gong-gong stand there look at him. -_-' then forgot who tackled the ball from him, score, and win the game. zzz. Nevermind, going to start playing soccer more frequently. ;D (with studies as priority of course! it's actually much better than staying @ home and gaming. whoops.) and there was this.. accident la. unfortunately. forgot who made the clearance, then ball roll onto the road. It was such a coincidence, that the traffic light was green, ball roll onto road, hit motorcyclist, bam. he fall down. luckily the uncle very kind.. and it was really our fault la. we offered to move the motorcycle up for him, but then he say nvm. and still say thanks for helping him up. T_T i mean, that's like.. really nothing lo. we caused so much trouble to him. :\ have to make him repair motorcycle, recuperate from his wounds which may affect his work. after that he moved with the bike and do a run-start.

went home at around 7plus. ate dinner; slacked. and therefore im here. oh well, i am mentally prepared for my results tomorrow. let's see how many passes i will hopefully get (thinking positively, altho i really flunked the whole exam-.-).

2008-05-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

YOYO! here to bring you yet another update. =DD

today was phys p1, tikam again la. ;xx haha. wasnt that sure of my answers anymore, after some of my friends checked some answers for the questions. T_T good luck to me.

After school went to Mac and eat breakfast, and then went to weiliang's house there to play bball & soccer. haha. very fun sia. good to relieve stress. ;DD played until 5plus wor. then sat there to sing with yb and harry. haha. i sing like dabian, but nvm. it's fun. XD

took bus 99 home again. lol. basically was thinking about something on the bus trip home. haha. ;x

ok, that's all for this short entry!
屋顶~xD

2008-05-12T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hellllllo, here is another short entry for everyone.

Wellwell, I wouldnt want to mention more about the Amaths paper today, well. It wasnt too well-done.. Wouldnt want to sound depressed here. :P

WELL! Look on the bright side, there's more to life besides studies. xD Amaths flunk? Phys flunk? Chem flunk? So what? I have a WHOLE MONTH (june) for me to catch up. So.. that's something encouraging I guess.

And Im in a dilemma whether I should drop to combined sciences. Well, let me see if I can do for the SPA practices this time. I flunked my Phys first SPA le, if flunk 2nd, my 20% for Phys O levels should be affected. :S and im kind of unable to cope with combined science... so let's see how I fare bah. [going to take some time to think about this issue, thoroughly, seriously.]

Ok la, enough of studies. xD Read le also feel -_-' le right. Haha.

After school had mr.lee and mdm yeo's 'short' lessons. haha. ;x chem was short la, thanks to mr.lee going through part of our expt last time. ;D and mdm yeo went through the file corrections with us lo. do finish then can go alr. :D

Went to hawker centre to eat with harry they all, after we finished everything. haha. :D Had kwaytiao noodles. :P wahaha. love the chilli there, can tahan one. =D but i was feeling full and i cant eat finish all. ;[ oh well.

took 99 bus home. xD yeps. that's all for this short entry! =D

last paper tomorrow, JIAYOUS everyone. :D last lap of this race le. of course, we're taking in an olympic event. this is just heats. prelims is preliminary rounds. (hm, arent heats and preliminary rounds the same?=x whoops) o levels is FINAL race le. wahaha. okok enough lame stuff=.="

2008-05-11T11:21:00.002+08:00

HII. sorry for lazing for the past few days. xD well let me start with Friday?xD

Had Amaths Paper 1, it was badly done.. I lost 10++++ marks because i had no idea how to find the SA of a cylinder. OMGosh -__-" and had no idea how to do some qns.. so my amaths is finished le. wahaha.

Chemistry.. dont know why, have a feeling that im not going to do well for the mcq lehs. ;x All like very 'tikam' one lo. :S oh well, good luck to me. xD

Oh yeah, that day also very unlucky hao ma. Had a short session of phys with mdm yeo about SPA stuff, then after that went for mr.lee's chem lesson to pack our spa file. OMGosh. I actually forgot to bring my chem prac book-_-' then had to take bus home, take book, come down again. Finished everything at around 5plus lo. zz. -_-'

Haha, actually was going to have a mother day's celebration that night as well, but then jiefu is going to be busy. and so that day's celebration was kind of 'cancelled'. xD sis still bought wonderful food to celebrate at home tho. ;DD

HMM YESTERDAY (saturday)! :D

was really lazing around la. didnt do anything constructive for that day. -_-' ohhh yeah was mapling (i know you cant believe this!) at private server la, one-thousand-times exp and drop rate. so of course.. 2 days already have 2 lvl 120++ accounts le. ;xx EHHH. i very bored thats why play maple okaaaess. :S

then at around 5pm+, left for my biao jie's wedding dinner at Chevrons there. haha. :D congratulations to them getting married! ((:

not bad ah, quite lo-man-ti-ke. LOL. at poolside somemore. wahaha. ((:

the dinner ended around 9pm plus. reached home at 10. then started slacking again. xD

TODAY (sunday)!!

hahaha. woke up jiu slack le. ;s sian havent started studying for amaths lehs -_-'

think start at 3/4 bahs. better time to study. ;x (yeahyeah, excuse only la. hahaha)

okays, that's all for this entry~!

2008-05-08T17:39:00.002+08:00

Yo! Here's another update.

Had Phys Paper 2 today. EHHHHH it was ok la. Haha. :X

Just that it was the same as yesterday's maths paper lo, simple qn i dont know how to do -_-' so alot of marks are lost because of that. :S (see la, consequences of not studying earlier :x)

Haha. After that went to mac with yb they all. Haha.

After eating, they decided to go wl's house there to play bball. I cant play, had agreed to meet shann at jp to buy card. (:

go there eat, buy card, then jiu go x-zone play arcade awhile. wahaha, it was quite empty?probably because exam period bahs. all the students @ home studying. XD only us come here slackslack. haha no la. she had something on @ 2.30.. so while waiting for time to pass , we played there lo. (: annddd i think she's addicted to the drum machine la? wahaha. kept talking about it. xD i didnt have a chance to play, cause i didnt had the card lo -.-" and it was $1.55 per round lehs. cant ask her to treat right. wahaha.

after playing arcade, we took 242 home, and she went to attend her stuffs first. then i took 1 big round back home. haha. on the bus met a bunch of gangsters ; saying want to bash up this guy from xx sec sch. immatured acts. srsly, and yes, their not from a very well-off school too. [no offence or showing arrogance here, but srsly, their attitude is like swearing in the bus, and actually talking about their plan on how to bash the guy up. any person would get mad at this, if their not with them of course.]

meh, i have no issues with them. :D but w/e, their attitude and behaviour does deserve to be told off. ALRIGHTY. that's basically all for this post laa. await my post tomorrow, ;o

2008-05-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

Ok, i've gotten over things. Tomorrow I will lead a new life. (:

I wish you all the best in the future, and I know you'll be much happy.

Ah! Time to move on.