was blog hopping and................... i've decided to blog. =/ OKKK here it goes:

i woke up at around 11am today? cause slept at 4.30am ystd. baah dont care bout my health le. best ish i die? haha. w/e. anyway.. started my gaming daily routine:
-11am-2pm: Warcraft/Maple
-2pm-6pm: Maple
-6pm-4am: Warcraft.

Currently im still halfway through the 3rd part of my gaming routine. So basically holidays = games. unless someone wants to go out with a boring fag lyk me. ZZZ. oh well.

sorry im feeling vulgar now. i dont know why but.. yaa.

i doubt i can change myself now. i suppose once your emo, your emo. gaah. im lyk keep trying to tell myself 'Cheer up John.. cheer up' i do not find the need for that? the need has already become past. although i've found another goal of my life, i doubt it's gonna do anything to my current situation. unless something happens. =/ seriously, i do not care bout my life now. if i could sacrifice my life to save someone's life.. (somehow o.O) i would. cause i do not treasure my life already. i would love to give my life to someone who would treasure it more (my dad, my grand parents? or anyone that deserves a life, heroes and heroics of singapore, etc.). seriously.. seriously.. seriously.. kill me.