Boring day.

Sundays .. hais, is just boring. Unlike last time, when all my siblings were around.. We would normally dine out. Now they have their own homes, they never come back to eat with me and my mum anymore. Bah.. So it gets really boring during weekends. Im also in a big dilemma.. Whether to accept defeat or not.. My life's really in a mess; and I often told myself not to give up. It gets really hard when your trying to perserveare. Nothing to support me either.. Helpless, lifeless, 'fun-less'.. thats how i will describe myself.. now.. Sorry for yet another boring entry.. Sunday's for personal reflection..

i gave up.