I dont know why people cant understand me le? Am i really so hard to understand? Or maybe I over-estimate myself. Afterall during this period, Im really helpless. Adding on to family problems/school problems.. No one, understands my pain. Yes, no one. Anyone lost a father before?
Sometimes I really think, why do people think so naively? This world is full of evil people; however kind angels do exists. But i would rather be in the majority, than getting ripped off and fooled like how I am now.
My foolishness, and everything, is not going to be taken granted for nothing. From now on, the old me will be gone, I WILL NOT BE SO KIND ANYMORE.
As quoted before, 'Kind people loses with integrity, Evil people wins shamelessly.' Whats the use of losing with integrity? Your still a loser.
I'm really sorry for this angry post. But I heard something from someone and it really made me mad. Ignore this post, please. I will post a new one about what's happened today. And no, I dont have a mood swing. The new entry is just to cover this very, very, down and angry post.
The past things i've done for the past 3 years.. I've seriously let the people around me benefitted alot, but me myself, has lost quite a lot. I dont mind losing lots of my feelings, time and commitment, but having hurt by these people again and again.. I hate this.
Get this point; in the real-outside society, there is no such thing/someone so kind enough to do things for you WITHOUT asking for any rewards. Maybe there was ONCE, a foolish retarded idiot like me. Note that i used, once.
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