let me start the post with a match update. kawa vs valour. final score 4-3. congrats kawa on our win! :]

first half, i was barely existant. was really taken aback by the heat of the sun; everything seem to drift pass me so slowly, affecting my senses during the process. seriously la, my vision was blurred and my brain was getting cooked. zzz. during break-time, told hongwei to sub me off. but apparently kb had blisters on his legs, no choice i had to carry on. entering the 2nd half with low self-confidence, i told myself i must buck up for this match. i will strive for the remaining 45 minutes. regulating my breathe flow and adjusting my pace, i seem to have played better in the 2nd half. confidence slowly regained, i felt more confident and the momentum and everything was right. the chance came to prove my worth, to be of significance, even for that short moment, a cross swung in, it's do or 'die', i headed the ball out of the perimeters of the penalty box. i have done it! finally, being able to defend well, head a ball, although zai defenders like wl had done something like these alot of time, this was a small stepping stone for me. :]
i hoped that you would ask, how i played, personally.
on the other hand, valour played well too. midfield was constantly linking up with the attackers, and defence was coping right. ;] well played both sides. good game!
i played it for myself, seems like im slowly forgetting you.hoho.
hoho, very tired now sia. haha. finally able to play at an average level. woo! gogo.