Alright guys,

I'm sort of relocating my blog from Blogspot to Wordpress already. Reasons for doing so is over at my new blog which is over here.

It's pretty much the same as my current add, just that i'm now using wordpress instead of Blogspot. So yeah.. update your links if you happened to pass by! I'll slowly update my links for those who are actually keeping tabs on how this blog (as well as my new blog) is progressing.

OK,

i'm most likely going to enter a poly already. ;D

Dilemma, dilemma.

Despite all my complains & bashings about entering JC, I took a look at some of the courses offered by both JJC + PJC and found that, it's not such a bad thing to enter JC after all. I heard, there are a lot of projects + hands-on activities for JC students as well. Entering a bad school doesn't mean I can't do well in that school right? Meh.

On the other hand, what's making me feel like joining polytechnic so much is because of the experience & hands-on chances that poly students get. Employers in the future value degree-holders with a diploma rather than those with 'A' levels cert, that's what I'm told. But getting to Uni from Poly is super-hard and it requires absolutely self-discipline, can I manage? Although entering a JC requires uber-long hours of mugging but it's just nearly 1.5 years of hardwork and the path to Uni is almost guarenteed. 

I've mentioned to some, JC is simply not my cup of tea. I've not blossomed, intellectually, so as to say. And doing it the "JC way" might not be suitable for me. It's a risk but it might be well paid off. I don't know. Crap. And there's no guarentee I'll do well in Poly too. The only constant factor is that I'll work hard. That's for sure.

There are so many advantages & disadvantages of entering poly or jc. Blah.

I've shortlisted some courses I plan to enroll in Poly..

N45 - Business Studies (NP) 

N53 - Banking & Financial Services (NP)

N81 - Financial Informatics (NP)

&

N61 - Business Information Technology (NP).

For the JC route,

SM04/SM06 for JJC.

PJC, plan to take up 

Maths  
Chemistry  
Economics

for my H2.

and

Geography for H1.

OR

Chemistry  
Economics  
Geography  

for my H2.

and

Maths for H1.

2nd choice for PJC seems to be more suitable for me eh? Since my maths suck.

SIGHS. The opportunities are endless! But all it takes is just one decision to make or break my life... crap.

Played soccer yesterday and woke up this morning with body aches all over my body. Crap!

Especially my calf on my right leg. :/ Hence, I didn't report for work today.

Soccer was fun yesterday, I ran a lot, more than the days when I constantly played soccer I think. That's a good start if you asked me and I think that I may have found my new play style. Just got to build up on fitness and try to sprint more as well as work on my ball control & passing (which is horrendous yesterday.. zzz.).

So many things I'm planning to do once work ends - hit the gym, jog & sprint training, pop piano lessons & perhaps vocals lessons. I've secretly & bhb-ly set some super-high goals (studies, music & sports) for myself. Which none will know except myself! Haha.

Ok! That's all for this entry. 

I got my dream score.

I've got a very bad premonition for tomorrow. Sighs.

Anyway I shall not whine about tomorrow already. -_-"Maybe i'll just list down what I think.

IF,

I get my L1B4 between 10-14. It will be my most ideal score. Dream score.

I get my L1B4 between 14-20. It will be a realistic score.

I get my L1B4 between 21-30. It will not surprise me but it will definitely disappoint me a lot. I'll retake whole Os as well. I guess I'll just have to take it in my stride and improve!

IF,

I get my ideal score, I will apply for my ideal course straight away. Maybe on tomorrow's night (since JAE starts tomorrow right?). Plus I'll vouch to study damn hard if I get into it. My goal: Top 10% of whole course.

I get my realistic score, I will apply for FI or NSS. Again, I will study damn hard for it. Let's just say I'll treat life seriously when I enter my tertiary education?

I get my worst-out-of-expectations score, I will work on my weaker subjects this year and prepare for 'O's, again. Hence, I'm keeping all notes/textbooks at home first just incase, yeah. :/

Haha. This is a much cheerful post ok. At least I listed down both GOOD and BAD scores.

And yeah, with all this discussions about B4 + Polytechnics, I'm very certain I won't enter JC already.

Time to take life seriously and look at it from another aspect, instead of always whining and thinking negatively, John! All the best and good luck to everyone tomorrow a! (:

I'm discouraged, by the fact that both of us belongs to our own dimension of life.

最近 - 李圣杰

你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸

好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

愛 我卻不能夠 給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路
這一次我們都能很幸福

Gah.

300th post.

I would like to share a nice song? Heh.

Actually it's quite an old song lah but the newest rendition (the Studio version) by David Cook was superb too.

Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

What a memory-evoking song. Heh.