I'm not nervous.

Yeah, cause I can already guess my score?

The R5 + B4 on the results slip won't be nice (I'm using an overrated word) and should I say, not even close to acceptable.

For people who are nervous, congrats, because you know you can expect something from that sheet of fateful paper. The sheet that changes and twines your path; either allowing you to proceed to greater heights or to falter from reality and start all over again. I believe I belong to the latter catagory. Even if I require another year to do it, I will. As long as it takes me there. To my dream.

I can sleep well on the night before the results release date, go to school with a bochap mood and simply collect the results slip from my form teacher, who probably will be having a disappointed look on me. I've pictured the scenario so far ahead, everything is predictable. Hence, there's no need for me to get nervous and everything. All is known beforehand.

And before I end this post,

all the best to everyone collecting your results on Monday. There probably won't be another update until 12th Jan, I suppose. As for my previous post about entering BS, I guess it's just unrealistic. It's good to dream nonetheless.