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Monday, June 25, 2007

Wowowow this blog almost die ler~ john to the rescue! =D xDD
today saw you in school..
Dont know why, nowadays face the blogspot.com then very sianned ler. =.= Cause maybe nothing interesting in my life?
dont know why suddenly my heart pump very fast? zz.
Anyway, school reopens today. As usual, i returned to the school with the very sianned look =.= Zzz, how I wish you could have something like a webcam lesson.. Where all the students sit infront of their computers and listen to the lecturers giving their lessons etcetc. IF ONLY, that would happen. Hais.
nvmnvm, best is dont think too much bahs!
The timetable kind of changed, and we're now having swimming lessons from Wk 5 onwards. Hopefully I got MC to cover that, cause my ankle cant 'jerk'/'shake' alot .. Dont know why so long still so feeble o_O
priortise jon.. priortise.. you know you nid to put studies as the 1st priority.
Reeeeeally hope I can play soccer by the end of this Month.. or even best, during the September holis. Maaaan, really missed the feeling of running on the field. Haha.
work hard for Os! gambate~ =D
Okok, dont write too much ler. =X so many hw havent do zzz.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Ooo ~ So long never blog le .. [2 days? lol]

Wakaka~ These few days Mapling! T_T

Just now go scroll BBandana then lost 20+mil. Hais. So sian. LOL.

Now 11mil le .. T_T oh well.

Past few days never happen anything special? Went out watch MMC [Now Kawa FC?] played soccer and have their training~ Wow everyone become really pro le. Hais, when i come back or make my debut sure the weakest. T_T

Nonetheless i will gambatte de! =D

Wakaka. Ha, mood still ok la nowadays. Wee~

Ok thats all for this short entry. Bb =D

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Pretty good mood.
i know it's all my fault, forgive me can?
Slept 12am yesterday; was watching the results show mah.
i dont know what happened to your attitude of speaking to me now.
Since both QF 1 ended, i've therefore selected my favourites for that competition.
it may not seem like it, but im really truly hurt. i hope you read this.
Boys they would be: Shawn, Guo Hao and Benjamin bahs .
i will never drink to bury my troubles again, that, i promise you.
Girls they would be: Keely, Jiajun and Elaine lors .

Yeah, my favourites for this competition.

Woke up today at about 10am, I should've slept more but perhaps I was worried about my shop sales. =S

Oh yeah, and I opened a shop in MapleStory. Yeah, 9k cash. Heart pain =X (there goes $9 funding for my PSP). It's located in Channel 5 Fm 1 bottom row, shop name should be pretty obvious yeah? It's selling all the noob stuffs so if your free feel free to go there and splurge. Haha. So far not bad lah, earn 18m le. =)

Was playing Maple for the whole day~ I guess thats all lor. Actually wanted to go JP, cause Mom wanted me to help open Bank Acc etcetc dont know what thingy. Then she suddenly changed her mind and said tmr then go. -_-. Also can la, i anything de. School holidays so bored anyway..

During schooldays i will dream and wish for more holidays; now that holidays have arrived, i would rather return to school. =/ At least can talk to friends, hang out, yeah.

Oh, and progress on my ankle:

  • I think my 2nd or 3rd metatarsal bone is alright.
  • My right ankle joint is VERY firm now.
  • The cracked part seems to have joined; but I still have difficulty running or walking fast.
  • I expect a positive (maybe like, 'John, I guess you could play soccer this year already. Your healing very fast!' <- ok nvm that was dumb -_-) comment from the doctor when i return for the appointment in 3 weeks time?

Lastly! Im probably going to sleep early tonight, im too tired. Hahaha.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Sorethroooooooat.

Just woke up, it's 12pm now.

I will slowly explain what happened yesterday. -_-

Ok, yesterday right, I went to JP to meet bro to watch Spidy + POTC. Movie-marathon. Watched POTC first, it was a 10:20am show. I was late! Zzz. Luckily when we entered the Cinema theatre, still showing advs. xD POTC was not bad, and i guess theres going to be POTC 4. =)

Spidyman, alot of reviews about it, and therefore I shall not type/explain anything about this movie.

Ok, so after watching POTC + Spidy, it was 4pm. Bro went back to his own home; and so did i. Only after I was inside the lift, I discovered I did not bring my key. =/ And what a coincidence, my mom went to my Auntie's house. Thats the best TBH. So i waited and waited till I cant tahan already, so I took taxi down to my sis's house.

At least it wasnt so bad. After arriving at her house, i sat there and chitchat with her and bro-in-law. Soon, we went to eat dinner with all my family! Haha. Happy sia. Went to eat Tzu Char at Bishan there, the food really not bad! Ha. =)

Then after eating, we decided to go Kbox. But before that Bro-in-law needs a new camera, so he bought this Canon/Casio camera. I cant really remember. Haha, the functions quite good. 7.1 Megapixels + dunnohowmanytimes zoom. Then can auto-track faces. =S scary, lmao.

We started K-ing at about 10.30pm? Then we K till 2am sia. LOL. Sing until throat pain. Zzz my high-pitch piao bu shang. -_- Low-pitch still ok bahs. Haaiis my voice sucks. lmao.

Ok, thats basically everything summarized for yesterday. Today havent happen much things so I wont update about today. Maybe later? Haha.
i thought these '2 days break' would be enough for me to forget some of the things about you; but for the past 2 nights, i have been dreaming of you. what a coincidence.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Sighs. Jealously.

Woke up at around 9.30am+ today. Theeen started surfing the net; slacking. Once it's 10am, switched on the TV and watched the 'replay'/whatever you call it of CSS2. Must say they sing really well. But next Monday de CSS2 will be more power, cause the vocal-ly stronger guys will sing.

Once both the main show and the results show ended, I went back to my room and started to slack again. =S haha.

This is a short entry; cause im not feeling well now. Hah.

Friday, June 08, 2007

The famous and the normal people.

Had Inno Comm meeting today. Then after that it was Club Meeting. Ended at around 1+. Went $1.50 Chicken Rice place with Tee Yang + Si Hao. Haha, while eating, Chee Meng + his juniors came. They're apparently addicted to DotA now. <.<

Haha, once again, was feeling emo. I dont know why sia, I keep thinking of the impossible. Heh.
I really wonder when will this wierd feeling/affection of mine be gone. Cause it's really taking away my attention and concentration on my studies / gaming. (finally something that can make me disturbed, not even DotA has such a big impact on me)

Sighs, 25-29th will be giving lessons to juniors. About the frickin' Microsoft Word? Makes no sense, tutorials are found online everywhere in the World Wide Web. Meh, no choice. Being senior sucks, I really love the times when we were young. We knew nothing and we were daaamn innocent. I still loved the catching games tho. To be honest, time flies like mad. A few years ago (3 to be exact), I was the senior of my ex-primary school. Then now, next year and i'll be the most senior in the Secondary education. I will be taking an exam as major as her As.

Gaming, im really losing form. Last time with Dwarven Sniper, achieving a -di of 150 kills / 100 denies was no problem. I always used to aim 200 kills though. However, now on my average, my -di for most heroes are like 70/20 . Which seriously sucks, if you cant get even kill more than 70 creeps / deny 20 creeps in a 1 hour game, your standard is nowhere close to the competitive stage. Pardon my arrogance, but that's the truth of the game.

Anyway, enough of the emo stuffs. thanks to you, zz. Im back into Mapling! =) Hah, currently lvl 21 today. Started yesterday night, thanks WS for allowing me to leech from lvl 8 - 10 . Then I log off le. Today i lvled from lvl 10 - 21 doing exchange quests. The real training starts later. (:

Feel free to add me in Aquila, if you play: Kaigashii (Not Kakashi please. =/)

13th June! Maple items will start to drop. Woot. Haha, will chiong to get Llama staff + the other staff which I sadly forgot due to a hiatus of Maple. I havent touched Maple since the time when I broke my ankle.
Enjoying,
Guang Liang's Rendition of Yong Qi.
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
[My bad to Malay readers, sorry for typing the lyrics in Chinese, I dont have the translated one]
I guess thats all for this entry. :)
zzz. 2 years gap. why wasnt i born 2 years earlier? sian.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Zzz . The following entry that your able to read contains:

  • Anger
  • Disappointment
  • Unhappiness

Please do not proceed after the line if you cannot tahan the mentioned above^

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Zzz . I dont understand why people can go out dont want go out . I mean, if you really have tuitions / alr going out with friends / some private matters then its fine la . But if you only want to stay at home to chiong Maple~ chiong DotA~ chiong dunno whatever game~ then I think it's futile asking you all out lor. I cant force anyway, hais . Maybe you all will think why I so despo go out, I broke my ankle and now thankfully can walk le. For the past freaking/fxcking 2-3 months I have been staying at home doing nothing but using com . Think this life is good ? Think again man . It is fxcking LIFE-LESS . SIAN . zz . Then now want ask people come out also so hard .

^sorry if the paragraph offended anyone man, but im seriously pissed off. Tio pangseh-ed until liddat.

Lastly man, everything I do all I get is disappointment. I dont know whats with my f-ed up life sia . Im almost depleted of motivation to do anything, however one source still keeps me going on - My family + someone else . Zzz .

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