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To you.

RIP ah ma. I'm back from M'sia. It's sort of the last few days already, although I have to return for the last trip next Monday. (2 days later w.r.t time & date of entry posted)

Well, all I can say is that she is the only one to link all our relatives from M'sia and Singapore together within bonds. Without her presence, these bonds would be shattered as no one will attempt to pick it up and mend it to perfection like what she did. For that, i salute you, ah ma. 

At the same time, this entry would probably be the last entry until I return from xxx in 16 days. This will be a thoughts-reflecting trip! 

Back from M'sia, I'll have to return later this afternoon and tomorrow afternoon.

Looks like the chalet is really fun la. ><" Read pk and xl's blog. Still going Kbox. I want to sing also. Zzz.

No choice bahs I guess. Have fun nonetheless!! (although I think that when you guys and girls read this sure come back from chalet le. Haha.)

I just received a call from my M'sian relatives. My grandma passed away. So I guess I won't be joining you guys for chalet tomorrow. Yeah. Not sure for the other days but in Chinese culture it's not very good for someone to attend a fun/joyous occasion after their relative's death? So.. I don't know.

I've waited months for this and now I can't go. Heh. I guess this is life.

Hey everyone. So this is the post i've promised to update.

I'm sorry for the photos luh, all I had taken were the scenaries in M'sia. Plus i'm not a very good person in taking photos so yeah.. the photos might be pretty boring. :/ At the same time, i'm more of those who takes scenaries rather than photos of other people! So yeah.. that explains at the lack of variety in the photos taken. :X

Oh, this trip to M'sia was to visit my sick grandma in the hospital. ): Sighs. Shall not mention more about it; but it's quite heart-wrenching to see all the pain that she's going through now. :/



On the way to the hospital on some random bridge in M'sia. The sky start to darken already. ;O



Hmm, photography was not allowed in the hospital. So this was one of the photos on our way to a newly open street mall in Danga Bay. Personally, i like this picture a lot. It harbours a lot of subtle messages. See if you can get what I meant. ;D



Haha, the second picture on our way to Danga Bay~



Close to it!! Danga bay is close~



DANGA BAY! LOL. Sorry for the absence of the "D". xD I'm not sure if this brought about a tinge of disappointment or even made someone of you "diao" at it. LOL. I wanted to take more photos of Danga Bay including the festive street mall but i forgot about it. ): Sorry.

Well.. while walking about Danga Bay, we couldn't really find any food that suits our taste so yeah. My uncle (his a very good and nice host ok!! Haha so good bring us around places to eat and shop), brought us to his hometown (Queenstown in M'sia) and tried out their local horfan and noodles. OMG. Very delicious can. It's really very different from those horfan/noodle dishes in Singapore. I give it 5 out of 5, which I rarely do for any food I eat, hence, to me it's a pretty clear demarcation of good food. :D

Hmm, we sat inside the restaurant and started chatting for hours. 2 hours to be exact and we left at 4pm.

The sky was very dark at that moment and it was drizzling.



On our way to Tuas Custom~ (lazy to type out the formal and full name of it lah)



Last picture of the day! :D and i reached home at around 5pm+. (:

So yeah.. I guess that's all for this entry. Do leave a tag behind when you've seen this entry guys. Thanks a lot. :D

Im too tired to update about my malaysia trip today. Took some pictures. Will update a post tomorrow morning!

I feel like writing a lengthy post on my perspectives on some matters. Perhaps I should not. Well maybe I would, do it privately.

Went to Suntec City and scouted for jobs today. Didn't find any. :( They were either taken up or not suitable for youths to work there.

After that we (Me,Kb and JL) went back to JP and had our lunch. Heh. I ate Pig Stomach Soup. 

Well.. didn't manage to take any photos which were worth taking today.. so, my apologies.

Went to Alvin house and played Halo 2 again. XD Haha. It's damn fun playing with them la. Scream until throat no voice liao. =.="

Gah, im bored. I want to go out. For the sake of going out. Walk around, see clothes. Idk? Just jio me out.

Oh and yeah, no soccer for me until I regain my fitness. My stamina is seriously.. cmi and i injured my right ankle AGAIN. So.. won't be playing it until I'm fit again. Ps.

好朋友! Haha. ;D Nice song.

Going Suntec later! Wish me luck. :]

Just read yc's blog.

I also want to go to somewhere peaceful and away from complicated city life. Or maybe just take a small amount of time off and just.. enjoy myself in a peaceful surrounding. Botanical garden seems like a good place to do so. 

Anyway, today went out with sis-in-law and mum. Haha. Yeah.. just walked around chinatown, had this famous Frog Leg porridge. Quite nice la. Haha. After that went to JP and walk around, as well as searched for my nephew, Atticus's 1st year old birthday present! :P and me and sis-in-law shared the cost for the present. Haha. :D

It's going to be Atticus's 1st y/o when the calendar hits 2nd Dec. hehe, will look forward to it. ^_^

For our dinner, we settled it at Pizza Hut. Had Chicken Neapolitan as usual. :]

Went home after that and yeah, im now blogging about it. Will be going Suntec to scout for Toys R Us job with Kb and jl! Wish us luck. ;D

It was one-sided all along.

Confused no more.

Thanks.

Impresarioo9? ><>

Im still scouting for a job~ AAAAH.

I'm confused. Reaaaally confused. I don't know what to do... I don't know... I... do not... know.

:/

Heh, isn't feeling very well. The fact that my left eye is very uncomfortable does make me abit more annoyed and irritated.

Well, today had being a very fun day. Haha. Went bowling in the morning with Kb and JL. ;D Well, we played a total of 3 rounds. I didn't take picture of the scores of the first round as Kb pressed new game before I told him I wanted to take a photo of the scores. :/ Haha. But doesn't matter la, i've got the 2nd and the 3rd.

Haha, the first J is JL, 2nd player is KB and the 3rd is me. I got 94 leh! I mean, it's quite rare that I get such a high score okay? LOL. :X

Get what I meant ... ? Lol. ><" Haha. But it's very fun though. ;D Thanks JL for teaching me how to "bowl"! Lol.

Haha, after the game we left Cdans and went to Jurong Point for our lunch. Had chicken cutlet, the servings are wow, huge. (which justifies it's price.) 

After our lunch we went to ZoneX and played Daytona. LOL. First game beginner course I won them. Haha. I used automatic. ;p Second game we played advanced and I did badly because... the break, the manual gears of the arcade machine were not WORKING. Wth. -_-" So it's a little bit hard to drift lah. (is it possible to? lol.) I had to step on the breaks real hard to drift a little BIT. Gah. 

We also played the basketball arcade machine. Haha. ;D

Left the arcade at around 4plus and headed to Alvin's house for... HALO. :D Haha, at first watched JL and KB play campaign on Halo 3. But then see them play I also hand itchy liao, haha, so requested Alvin to plug in the old xbox for us so that we can play Halo 2 split screen. XD Thanks Alvin! Haha. We played for like 2 hours la. Haha. Kept playing different rounds using just 1 weapon and no ammunitions on the map at all! So you've got to kill the others and then steal the ammunition that they left behind. Damn fun. Haha, i only did well in the Shotgun round. ><" and some other rounds I couldnt remember (beat JL by a pointXD). Kb was the big winner today. He won all the rounds sia, propro. Haha.

Ok, so after the Halo-madness (yesss we were damn high and crazy while playing it LOL screaming like mad), we (me, jl and kb) left Alvin's house at 7plus. So tadaa~ I'm there back here blogging. Lol. 

Hmm yeah, anyone realised I started to post photos? Haha.

How ironic is life? Very.

Before 'O's I marvelled at the thought of playing computer games/console games, waking up late, being free and simply, having the opportunity to 'slack' the whole day. I guess I'm eating back on my own words now.

Sure, waking up late is something I would want the most out of the above mentioned I guess (even now) but waking up with no aim to do is certainly not for me. :/ I guess I will find a job soon. Sighs. Anyone wants to go job-hunting along with me?

It's just 3 days into the break! Sian ah!

Someone jio me out please~ I want to go out. :/ 

Hi all, this is the post as promised.

I've only got some photos here, cause I only have the photos sent to me from other people and from my phone. Hence, my apologies if there are too little photos.



Ok, i'll start off with the group photos first. Yeah, as you can see. Photo taken with the guys.



The 2nd group photo, taken with the guys and ladies from our class. Haha.

I missed out on Kalour FC's photoshoot though, sadly. :/



Myself and Keryn mei! The photo's little bit dark though! ;p



Myself and Marilyn. Haha. 2 years of classmates during lower sec.



Yicong! Haha. His a great friend la. My classmate and soccermate for 2 years. Thanks for dazzling my eyes with your dribbling abilities while playing soccer! Haha.



Kaitai! Haha. I only got to know him around last year, but i've heard about him and seen him play soccer. His also attending the same tuition as I am! Too bad we never take group photo as tuition friends eh? (with JL and KB)



YI LOON. Lol. Got to know him while playing DotA. Haha.



Ying Hao and Shi Long!



Melvin! Haha. It's fun playing soccer with ya. His a really fun guy to be around with. Keeps on cracking up jokes to entertain everyone. Haha.



Rui Heng! Thanks for the memories you've given me during Secondary school life! Haha. The days where we had played volleyball, celebrated birthdays together with others. Yep. Haha.



Rong qiang! My table-mate for almost 2 years liao. Haha. Thanks for helping me with all my questions.



Hui Ee! :] Got to know her around last year too. Haha. She's very easy to get along with. Yep. Very friendly also eh!

Ok la! I guess that's all the photos I have. :/ Very limited as compared to others I know. So if you've any other photos do send them to me also.

At the same time, I don't want to leave out anyone whom I had not mentioned above. Thanks everyone for being my friend, helping me when I needed help. Although my actions do not justify my gratitude at times, but yeah, deep inside I really appreciate all the help, support and fun everyone had given me.

To the teachers who taught me, thanks for clearing my doubts whenever I had questions. All your advices had truly benefitted me as a student.

To my classmate for 1e3'o5, 2e3'o6, 3e2'o7, 4e2'o8, thanks for all the memories you guys had given me. These memories will be etched in my mind. Let's just hope that there are future class outings yeah? There's a class chalet for 4e2 during December. Yep.

To the graduating Innovators and the existing juniors of mine, the fun times, pain as well as the feeling of reaping what we had deserved are something that I will remember for life. Thanks.

To my teammates in Kalour FC, the times we played together are truly rewarding and fun. You guys have taught me a lot. Thanks for giving me a hand, encouraging me when I wasn't playing very well.

And also to you, thanks for everything. Although it's all in the past now, but you had became a part of my memories which I'll never forget. Thanks once again.
For her, I just want to say, it's my priority to enjoy life with friends now. I wouldn't want to get myself into another relationship again. Yeah. But that does not mean, my feelings are never evident.

Did I leave out anyone?! >< If i did, as mentioned above, i'm sorry.

That's all for this post. With this post, I end my secondary life. Once a Huayian, forever a Huayian. Thanks Huayi!

Hey all.

Just a short update.

I'm quite tired after my audition, so I'll blog more about Prom tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm out. For those who might be interested to know (and for those who knows anyway). Fast songs > me anyway. Haha.

I feel strangled.

Everyone's probably getting excited and eagerly anticipating for tomorrow's prom, but I, don't really see the need to.

I cant enjoy the good food tomorrow so as to allow my throat to be in the best condition, and maybe the best joy i'll derive from tomorrow's prom is probably the entertainment and chatting with my classmates/schoolmates.

Plus there is a much bigger task this Saturday.

Meh, i shall not rant so much already. This blog really becoming blog of rants only. -_-' Will try to upload photos if I can, if I do take photos?

Even though Os is over, i'm feeling relieved only - that i can steer away from books and notes until next year. (hopefully, if i do pass my English)

No cause for joy yet.

Feel like changing blog skin leh. :X

Now so complex liao unlike last time. T_T

Anyone willing to help out? :D

Last paper tomorrow! ;D

The inner-side of Humans are never easily exposited; rather, their always in full concealment from the Human eyes.

"Humanity is the greatest bond that all Humans share~" - anonymous.

Is that factual or just a clichéd farce?

Is the very definition of "Humanity" offended when Humans do not care for each other? Be it strangers or close pals?

Has the Human instincts for survival in this world full of competition that no one accepts failure, being so overwhelming that it overrides the natural kindness that all Humans develop within our inner-selves?

There's so many question marks I developed during my thoughts last night, when I was semi-asleep on the bed.

Maybe i'm making a big fuss over what happened. Nevermind, this is what every adolescents go through - whining, ranting and expressing their emotions in simple and concise words.

I'm fine, it's just that there are a lot of questions out there in the world for me to find out.

*edit: Sorry for the wall of text, i knew it was never pleasant on the Human eyes. But, if you just scrolled down the whole text then it's fine.

I'm doomed.

The pressure is immense.. ><

I've completed the first step.

It's time to put faith and confidence in myself, the only thing which I might be good at - although i'm still not very exceptional when compared to others.

But I will try, it's the experience that counts right? I will try...

The next,

天使忌妒的生活.

*就是那麼愛你
Jiu Shi Na Me Ai Ni
How I love you so

什麼都想為你
Shen Me Dou Xiang Wei Ni
Everything, I wanna (do it) for you

愛是一種毒癮 正在發作
Ai Shi Yi Zhong Du Yin Zheng Zai Fa Zuo
Love is a drug addiction that is currently acting up*

^credits: http://www.jay-chou.net/forums/archive/index.php/t-25014.html

257th post.

I had no idea that people are reading this boring blog. >.<

Anyway, please tag when you read my blog~ Especially if there's updated posts and you can tag something about it.

HMM. So.. the last 2 papers are next week, and my momentum is starting to die out. x_x"

No motivation to do physics; but see Chemistry practices then a bit interested. I can't keep focusing on Chemistry right? <.<

These few days haven't been doing a lot of constructive stuffs bah, instead, i've been wasting my time away on DotA and even Private MS!!! I'm glad that I spent time playing soccer though, really have to work up on my fitness, stamina like shi-. 

Now my left-ankle a bit pain, hopefully it's ok. Walk abit loose loose liddat. Gosh.

HOW SIOL. No motivation to do work. VERY tempted to play games. ;/

Will be closing my blog down soon, probably cause no one views it bah. ;x

*might* just create a personal and private e-diary, i don't know.