Feeling down today..

Sighs.. These few days I cant seem to get happy..

So.. Everyday is practically boring and dull, including today.

Sorry to everyone in the msn convo yesterday night, my internet connection had some problem.

It was made worse today, by you..

YOU, wasnt punctual today too..

EMO, EMOTIONAL, ARGH. Please, GET RID OF IT FROM MY LIFE.

I am glad, that I'm starting to be interested in studying.

Went to Library today after-school, to buck-up on my E-Maths.

Hopefully I can get 20/30 on Friday's test, which is the MINIMUM i should get, in order to pass.

Gosh john, you are putting too much stress on yourself.

But, whatever.

I have no idea why I am feeling down during these few days..
Sighs.
I really need you, YOU.
But your ignoring me, and I am dying here.
I KNOW someday I will need to say out how I feel,
BUT till then, my life is miserable.
I shall buck up on my studies..
My life is my own..
Only by 'ace-ing' in my studies, then can I get your attention. (:

T_T new blogger is.. WIERD.

Sobs, i miss my old skin.. Im not going to meddle with my current settings for quite awhile. Links, i have no idea how you make it like ws or alvin's blog.. o.o HOW TO CLASSIFY THEM TO CLASSES?!?!? -.-'

Argh nvm. Will figure it out soon..

Today in school was ok.. cant really remember what happened.. oh, 20+/38 people failed E-Maths test. Im one of them included for sure.. Bah, thats all for today's short post. Im going to pia E-maths now.. Really cannot fail the test tomorrow, the day after 2mr.

Complexity of simply things in life.

Stress.. Alot of people said they have stress. Have they ever considered the stress faced by their classmates too? If you say you have stress, especially stress in studies, I am sure everyone in the class has them too. On top of that, some may have additional CCA stress, which may/may not be alot. For me, I have studies de stress, inno de stress, family matters de stress, and alot of stress. Blah. Whining wont help, but I am just explaining my current situation.

Enough of my lecture, today was great. =)

3e2 is starting to be more like a class, get noisier guys, I cannot study in a quiet environment. xD Even our class blog is up! e2generation.blogspot.com, correct me if I am wrong. Today after school, went to meet mother at Jurong Pt. Thought she will be coming, but when I waited for like 10 minutes, she came and told me that we go make my IC on Friday. -.-' Which i, have heads meeting for Inno. Nevermind, going to persuade her to make on thursday =D

Tomorrow is Physics test guys, study hard. (: Dont pia all your subjects now though, as I find what Mr.Lee, our social studies teacher said very true, 'You pia now, Sec 4 you will be very tired.' Sec 4 is all it matters! For now, let's just get consistent Bs and hopefully, As. Dont aim too high yet bah x)

Happy Bday to myself!

26/o1/o7!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha. ^ my bday! woo~ didnt dare come to sch cause i tot i was gonna get sabo-ed -_-". luckily no one sabo me, except during recess where WS + gang nearly did something *ehem* to me. Heng ar. =]

Pau + Rach gave me a bday present! (band concert tix, thanks =))

Alvin gave me.. a wonderful day =D

Others gave me a very nice and warm 'Happy Birthday'. For that, i thank all of you. =]

Right after school, went to Inno room to settle some stuffs. After Inno, went straight home and play DotA le. At around 3.50pm, left my house to meet Rach they all. omg.. so many girls ok?! siaosiao one. only me + alvin the guys. So, me + alvin + 10 ++ girls enter the Mrs Lee concert hall.. for band concert! They played very well.. including Harry the professional drum boy. Olga the saxophone lady! and many more.. haha.. *abit* influenced to join band. haha. -_-"

Thanks Sis + Bro-in-law for giving me + alvin a ride home. Couldnt remember what else happened... GRR. Thats what you get when u grow older - ur memory gets lousier. No one gave me any real presents.. but.. im fine.. ha =) [rmb MEHMEH u still owe me 1 present, mwuahahah.]

THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY BDAY A FRUITFUL AND EVENTFUL ONE. =)

Crap work, Untidy work..
Enough of these.
Crap life, Unorganised life..
Enough of these.
Bringing joy to people,
Making a fool of myself,
All i get are people's disregards.
No one to express my a-hundred-percent to,
it is equals to learning Maths without learning number.
Idiot, dumb, basxard. Say all you want of me.
I am all of them.

Questioned, why get emo?
Answered, why be happy?
In doubt of my future,
I crawl into a corner and reflect.
Nobody is perfect, and I am nobody.
Therefore, i am perfect, IN FAILING.

Indeed, no use comforting someone who's down,
cause I finally understand the meaning of being down.
Dumbfounded, i sought help.
Ignored, failure sought me.

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~.~

Zzz.. Day as normal.. Lol today had stomach muscle cramp.. Ystd str8 away do 50 sit ups niahs.. then stupid plank somemore.. of course tio injury la.. -_-

After school sian, Inno. Really crappy~ Getting emo every day.. But.. saw someone, then ok liao. THANKS. x)

Tmr is an idiot's birthday.. Please do not organise celebrations.. I hate them.. Yepp. =) [no offence, and hopefully no one's organising any]

Tmr i turn 15.

Tmr i need study.

Tmr i need go school.

Tmr got inno.

Tmr is just crap.

Tmr i will have minor stomach muscle cramp injury, hopefully can play soccer!

Tmr my friends please dont pangseh me T_T

Tmr Vin kia pls play dota with me.

Tmr Real-life brother and sisters please 'gift' me Sony Ericsson W810I. =)

Tmr .. W.A.N

Eh-hem, said nothing =)

mwuahaha. i have decided to blog.

Yesterday:

interhse games. woo~ ok la just blog bout the games cause cant rmb what happened ystd. poor memory. heard ubin win seking 4-1.. yay ubin! nice try seking! =) about dota games.. its another story T_T

1st match:
ubin vs tekong..
ubin was seriously seriously owning from early - mid - early late game.. then suddenly thx to this strong hero, Faceless Void, we got owned T_T so lost lor.. that fadli on our team.. wasnt that great.. maybe he was using a hero he not good with. but .. we lost 3o% because of him.. sighs duwan suan him too much. =/ also la, must blame our hero combo not very good. but i got triple kill with ES tho =)
2nd match:
ubin vs brani..
omg.. LOL. we TOTALLY. TOTALLY. destroyed em ><. we already won at 10++ mins. *normally an ap game would only end in 1 hour if ur opponents were good*. lol.. we were like strolling.. take our own sweet time. free dota game le! stilll can team wif frens, haha. they play hamachi, so if wanna play wif em can either go LAN shop or hamachi.. which i very seldom use / go LAN shop. Our kills 78-4. =) Sentinel la. Glenn biantai one.. 23-1 -_-.. with bone.

TODAY:
Hais. Today tricked into coming school so early.. I reached school at around 6.30pm, went up to class, saw the girls only.. But WS they all actually downstairs.. Haha, blame me never bring HP to call em =x After the assembly talk by OM, we had PE. Circuit training! Haha, very fun. =) Phew, thought i was the only boy who had no stamina even like.. when left 2 more stations. A lot of boys also panting and grasping for air =x Pull up, I DID ZERO. Yep, ONE BIG ZERO. omg la.. sian NAPFA need to rely on other stations for at least pass, cause my pull-up 1oo% fail. They say do 5-6 get C already.. Good man.. 5-6.. seems.. ok.. that is if i really do push up from today onwards.. Ha. The rest of the day was as normal.. except EL lesson. Was really pissed off for a very stupid reason. Please do not ask why ;) And when im pissed off, dont ask me how im feeling or whatsoever. Its .. out of pure concern, but obviously im feeling bad. Sorry if accidentally offended anyone.

Afterschool, went to MaMa shop eat magee mee. LOL, yan qiu see weiqi then fall down XD weiqi, how can u liddat make people fall down. so bad.. hais..
After eating, whole 3e2 + 2 other people from other classes joined us for IT course. it was.. okok la.. difficulty not too easy.. nor too hard. =)

After IT course (i noticed i used so much after[s]), went to play soccer. HAIS, my long pants got 1 hole liao la.. T_T dive then the pants kanna torn. JUST A SMALL HOLE. i know what honry people like olga is thinking =x jkjk.. no offence olga ~.~.

Took 99 home wif YC, ws + company pangseh both of us.. Ha.

Then reached home at arnd 6pm liddat =)

zzz.

Morning, as usual, i look grouchy and hostile. -_- no idea why. still sleepy maybe. o.o
Finally, 3e2 is active and alive!! A bit like 2e3'o6 le. =) But of course, 2e3'o6 still roxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
Lessons as usual, Mr Lee returned. LOL! his lesson is damn funny la. and say me + bryan look alike? o.o'.. ok.. After Chem was A-Maths, Ms Lee said 3 failures. OLGA, i bet.. with you a cup of bubbletea hor, if i fail, u treat me.. if i pass, u treat me. k? =D AND, if i didnt get A1, you treat me 5 (+1) cups of bubble tea, if i get.. then =x nothing happens. Ok. SET!

Recess, kicked soccer. Yucks man, new shoes no form. -_- kick like.. hais. shxt. xD

After recess was SS, OMG IT WAS REALLY FARM. People vs the 'Gov'. People have the adv cause we got CheeMeng the professor!! xD Woah he argue damn pro. But of course, surely lose to vin =x So fun 'shooting' each other.

CL, was free periods. =)

Then, PCCG and Assembly. =)

School ends. WOOT~ [sadly, still gt Inno =(]

Went for Inno, then go to 3e2.. Found JW , ZH, Shann, Olga and Noreen all inside our class.. doing their geog thingy.. good luck btw! (its a competition, right?) Hope y'all win!! woo~

Crapped with them abit, then i left le.

Took 99 back, brought back memories of the past.

forget everything john. =) [really hard.]

Boring day.

Sundays .. hais, is just boring. Unlike last time, when all my siblings were around.. We would normally dine out. Now they have their own homes, they never come back to eat with me and my mum anymore. Bah.. So it gets really boring during weekends. Im also in a big dilemma.. Whether to accept defeat or not.. My life's really in a mess; and I often told myself not to give up. It gets really hard when your trying to perserveare. Nothing to support me either.. Helpless, lifeless, 'fun-less'.. thats how i will describe myself.. now.. Sorry for yet another boring entry.. Sunday's for personal reflection..

i gave up.

lol.. really boring la today.

today:
1) wake up.
2) do necessary things, brushing teeth, bath etc.
3) dota.
4) sleep.
5) kick soccer.
6) kanna chased by bangala.
7) at home.
8) watch soccer.
9) sleep.

see? my life so boring 9 points to sum it up.
lol only 5 + 6 the most interesting.
slept till 5pm, then call kb where r they kicking soccer.
kb say block 7o2.
so i went to block 7o2 and saw them.
played soccer.
then got this mad bangala come chase us. ._.' ok..
wilson + yc so bad, film him. wilson being the main lead, yc the camera man.
the rest just stand there get filmed. lol.
only i most hum dont dare go HAHAAHAH. mai siao le, bangala.
bangala call police, everyone siam to yc's place.
xD
ok la thats all 4 today.
and my way of presenting today's entry is very wierd.
kk bye.

People only realise the importance of something when it is lost.. very true..

Just returned from school. Super tired. T_T

Omg!! Today almost late! =x Lol if not that person will murder me le.. sobs. 7.14am still at my house de bustop. Took 242, and got on 198 at 7.18am! Then the bus duno why moved specially fast, although there was a jam from JJC bus-stop to 500+ bus-stop. We reached at around 7.25 am liddat, but the gate havent close! Haha, so we chiong-ed there. Thanks KT and the other councellors for helping us! =D US = Me, vin + kb.

School was short today, Did maths test (1 hour gone), then went through 30 mins of E-Maths, 30 mins of Chem. Sobs, chem teacher leaving le. I thought she was okok la, first time teaching not bad le. (unlike some tchrs who taught for so long, still like not very good. not mentioning anyone here! of course, not 3e2 de tchrs la =p) Then we had recess, kicked soccer. Played last-man.. and then kanna ram in eye. So zhen hao sub me, after that i sub zhen hao, and started to play striker. =x or midfielder la. didnt score goals, cause my shooting sux -.- bah, who cares!! im playing it for fun, haha. After recess, song bo! 2 physics lesson went to Lab, 2 Eng at Library. Then M.Teo scold us, SEE LA. Zhai si yu, go search those.. er-hem. things, then she hear. lol.. jkjk.. he did nothing like wat i said. (except that he did say, 'Ok, lets search for 'S.E.[fill it in urself]'). Ring! No more school for at least 2 days~ woo.

Went down to quadrangle to play soccer. EEK. crap la my today de form. Sian.. Think i play at 7o2 is my best form le. Gonna change homeground to there le! Haha. Went home with cong and jiansheng. But only me + cong take 185 home. Ok, thats all for today. Sorry, i still used shortforms and singlish. Couldnt resist it.. Ha. Oh and yes, wish me luck for tuesday's DotA games!!! WO YI DING YAO BANG UBIN YIN! (I must help ubin win!). BB~ off to DotA training.

commitment.

CCA Day + Interhouse LAN games. woo~

School was okay today. =) Tomorrow there's A-Maths test, study hard everyone! (Including myself, jiayou John! Haha, but dont expect much from me. I'll probably get B4 at most.)

After school was interhouse games! Represented Ubin as Team.1, had to play against Team.2 to qualify for number one Ubin team. And yes, we did! Haha. Used QOP. Fed 1-3 at beginning, but slowly killed to 3-3, i think? And i assisted alot of kills. Also found out Glenn is a good leader. Haha. C'MON UBIN TEAM 1! Jiayou and train your DotA kills. Hopefully draw against Brani. (Their team's the weakest =S no offence). If draw against seking we = gg-ed. Tekong.. Hmm, maybe still can fight. SEKING.. omg, heard from my Sec 2 junior got 1 person in their team use Broodmother very pro de.. Sian.. Think I am going to train Naga Siren. Once he attacks me, i use combo. Hehe, just scared it away can le. (Net gives truesight btw.) SO SHOIK AH DOTA LOL!!
Game sequence:
Weipeng + Xiaolong push bot till very fast. Then they come mid help me, as i solo-ed mid lane. Then we push mid lane till it falls. Then i push top lane till first tower COLLAPSE. LOL!!!!!!!!! then after that everything was easy, although they had 1 leaver. Fadli didnt help much, so i suppose it was still 4-4. -_-. Pushed down Mid's rax, followed by top. Didnt touch bot after 1st tower was down. =D

CCA exhibiton.. slacked =S lol. then during debrief kenny posted a 10-dollars question, as usual, $_$ john will always raise his hand first: so i answered it pretty well. but kenny scammed me and say, ok you owe me 10-dollars. noo~ Tuesday, GLORY shall be brought back to Ubin!

Averagee Day~

Reached school today at around, eh, 7.15am or so. Luckily never late, if not someone's going to kill me. =.= Started the day TIRED with P.E as the first two periods, did this Pacer test. Gosh, my results were shit. That, seriously isnt my Vo2 Max. Had no idea why i stopped, lol! I was reaching the stage like during 2.4km where it gets really tired when you've ran 2 rounds. If i chose to push on, i might have landed in 8 T_T.. But, what for though.. And Ms Agnes said there wouldnt be major improvements in your fitness if your already reaching the 8.1 - 8.11 stage. Ha.
After P.E was CL, and then Physics. Blah, and school continued in a boring way. We've decided on jersey numbers and colour too! 48 for me, YEAH! Wasnt too happy about the colour though, i mean, HOT (dark?) pink looks GAY! .. Light pink looks ok.. seriously. White/Black/Gold wordings behind of a light pink jersey will look cool man! C'mon, pink's an universal friendly colour. Woo~

After-school went to meet Guan you and SR. They're going to have a discussion about the contact cards.. While I, went home with Kb + JL. They came to my house to do homework.. Only Kb was doing though. And we crapped alot about JL and *AHEM*. LOL!! xD saying that JL must pay full responsibility if she's pregnant and stuff =xx which is untrue. Just crap! Haha. Waa.. Gonna rush out my list-to-dos for tomorrow's Innovation Club CCA Exhibit. Oh and yes, SUPPORT US! Haha.. CCA-less people please join us. And Sec 1s too. (i doubt they read this blog anyway).

disappointed.

Its in a mess.

My life is in a mess. Betrayal, hatred, blah, so be it. I don't fxcking care. Alright? (Not mentioning about the people, who knows something that other people dont know.) I am really tired, my commitment. Blah, its just been treated like I have done nothing. And I am feeling very, very, upset now. Meh, no one cares. Saddest thing is my buddy, treats me like nothing now. Ever since the changing of class, he has been suaning little bits of me. I have enough, ok? To MR.YOU, if you wish to suan, please do not KPKB and suan me bits by bits. Do it, in a large amount. All in one go, your sissy-ish attitude is seriously, making me puke. This has spoilt my mood for today greatly, and I will not mention who MR.YOU is. Figure it out yourself, who has been giving me cold-shoulders nowadays. =] If this is how you treat friendship, I will return it. Its kind of like, a vice-versa thing. You have forgotten, sorry, TOTALLY-FORGOTTEN, what I have done for you in the past. I do not expect anything in return, but I am seriously not expecting your 'suanings.' Pfft. And if you want our friendship to end, please, approach me. Thank you. You do not care, neither will I.

Sorry for my long lecture. I will not blog about what happened today. Just that i fxcking spoilt my long pants. HUGE hole under the left knee area of my pants. And yes, MR.YOU kicks soccer. Goodbye.

Don't take my commitment for granted.

Reached school today at around 7.10am. Went up to class, saw YC, WS, and the others. Threw my bag on the chair, I left the classroom for morning assembly together with them. Nothing much discussed in this morning's assembly, except for Inter-House Games, etc. While walking back to my class, Si Hao called me and told me that he needed help from me. Its about the CCA Exhibit thingy. Upon accepting his request for my help, I left for the first lesson today - Chemistry. And the rest of the day goes on like normal..

After-school, went to the hawker centre to eat with my normal bunch of friends. Ordered Dry Ban Mian. Wee~ It has been such a long time since I've eaten at there de Ban Mian. =) And Golden Rule Number One: Always stir and mix your noodles very far away from it. Cause the gravy sauce will stain your shirt. Haha. After-eating, they took bus 185 for home-sweet-home. Sobs, poor and pangseh-ed John went for Inno meeting. Reached school at about 2.50pm. Meeting started at around 3.20pm. And it lasted for .. 40 minutes? Discussed lots of stuffs. After the meeting has ended, Tee Yang told me to go back Inno Room and search for PM Timeline o7. Did as instructed and found it. Due to me being too tired, SORRY TEE YANG. =( Cannot help/pei you amend the Timeline le. Will make it up to you some other time bahs! (I hope =P)

Took Bus 99 home, and my average school day ended.

AIYO. to my dearest fren vin: don stay too negative. u r a positive influence. thats what i know , ok? all the moments we had, THEY WILL BE ETCHED IN MY MINDS. seriously. i mean, just stay happy k? if u change yourself, and ur unhappy? whats the use. i also wanted to chg myself, from my normal funny self to emo self, but i found out that im unhappy. so whats the use of getting emo again. (changing title later). i know that sometimes u will receive a gush of anger or 'emo-ness'. nvm. spam 1 entry can liao. don get emo after tat. ok?! [i know u will argue: im not emo la!!] =x but whatever la. just how i feel.

ok enuff of my lecture. -_- those who donno vin de.. nvm =x just read the paragraph after this.

ok.. today didnt sleep. dota-ed the whole night. sian, later kb + jeff coming my hse watch soccer. hopefully i can hold on! haha. and my dota skills finally improved.. played like.. 10-15 games.. 8-9 win de.. the rest lost cause my team-mates were.. argh. nvr cooperate de. =/ then dota all the way till 2pm.. eating lunch then receive msg go kick soccer. oh yea, then around 4pm go block 70x KICK soccer. YEHA. Wenbin gone right, JOHN COME IN. lol today keep sliding niahs. got 1 moment, Kb wanted shoot, then i tot he rly shoot, so i slide, then he nvr shoot pass to waisiong, i immediately 180 degrees turn use my leg ka chiao ws, then he lose ball. HAHAHA. =x also got 1 moment, jason 1 on 1 with mi ma, i bobian scared i so thin cannot block ball, slide lor. then songsong legs rly block dao ball. xDD haha. play soccer wif them rly si bei fun. they with a friendly mind and.. they also very skillful. haha hard to find soccer-mates and real life frens like them. woo~ play 2 full games. first one was with our own frens, then second one play with yc's frens. woah the... duno what his name liao, the very last minute come one. so cool man LOL. he play put hands in jacket, then do skills , shoot, score niahs. and ws's NPCC fren, hong keng ar? =x duno his name. poor thing also kanna ram, xx times by YC, 2 times by me, and alot xx times by my teammates. but, he rly good la. block alot of goals! for that, thumbs-up for you hongkeng. sorry for, ramming str8 in ur face. =x thirsty for goal. haha. OK, to end the soccer-thingy, i scored 3 goals! yea! long time no score goals, and is between okok-nice de. =xx serious lor, not arrogant or haolian la. =x but then yc score like xx goals. sian. yc + ws + kb. so many goals, nice ones somemore. so my one rly minute la, compare to em. [minute = small, lousy].

and i realised i used alot of short forms.. just try to figure out the short-forms.. em -> them.. w/e.. -> whatever.. str8 -> straight.. (str + 8 = straight).. and sorry for my malay readers. =/ alot of chi words. hope .. its still ok..

Sian.. sch time duwan say what happened.

After sch, went gekpoh eat with yc vin kb. then after tat me + yc shared a couple of secrets. LOL!! ER HEM.. didnt say anything. then after tat went home chiong 2 dota games. sian won first one, lost 2nd...... T_T haha.. sch reopening studies ^ dota skills (become louya).. nvm.. Sec 3 impt! chi0ng arr~ after chionging dota, went to ws hse there de bus stop meet ws yc + kb. we took 185 to sch. it was 5.45pm when we reached there! haha immediately played soccer in the canteen. sian i tio monkey so many times. but very fast i become regular player le. THX TO MY TIGHT-MARKING. (that only yc the duan jiao guy can easily get by =/) if this yr got inter-class soccer, WINGER pos. is mine. no koping! =D cause i dont play winger, i need play defender liao =( which is very sian. (or Goalkeeper worse, YC, NVR LEARN AH PA DE DIVINE PALMS AR. GO LEARN DUAN JIAO SHEN GONG XD jkjk) Okok back to the PTM thingy.. my parents nvr go.. so me - yc they all, all come for fun de =x after the short talk, we went down to the alley and play soccer. woah sian so dark cannot see anything. yc ram my chest + thigh. sianned. ws worse, kanna ram the *toot* by kb. XD. 2 times leh this evening. and both rammed by kb. the *toot* aimer =x jkjk..

took 185 bus home.

can you treat her better?
she's your daughter le.
i see liao, as an outsider i also not happy.

=/.. Think i haf to drop A-Maths sooner or later..
Few simple simultaneous eqns im doing till like shit liao.
How le? People + parents say pay attn in class very important. I pay liao, and its 100%. But im still having problem. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Hais..Anyone in my class also having problem? As in seriously.. =/ if by Mid yr my results for A-Maths is shit, and i cant cope, im gonna talk to our principal to lemme drop a-maths. haisss..................

You guys know the a maths hw right? Q 2-12.. i only know how to do 1q, the rest im stuck. =/
HAIS.. tink im gonna need lotsa help.
the other subjects im coping well.. except A-Maths..

what a big sucker i am.

if you dont appreciate my jokes.
please dont CRITICISE.
if you hate me.
so be it.
A LIVE.
LIVE IT.
if you choose to hate me.
ur wasting your time.
cause i dont care a f*ck bout you.
ok?
i can be kind, reasonable,
but i can be so damn unreasonable that i dont gif a damn to what the f*ck ur saying.
you wan to argue? oh yea. i could argue.
i havent had a full argument except the last one wif ls.
yes he got blawdy pwned by my argues.
YES. IM PISSED OFF FOLKS.
and if you think my way of typing doesnt suit you.
you can do:
1) close this blog window, nvr to return again.
2) del / block mi from your contact list, thank you very much and bad day to you.

thats all i have to say. NO OFFENCE. to people who's kind to mi and read this post.

don wanna update bout what happened in sch today. its all books and lessons.

aftersch me kb jl ws js yc go food court eat. saw HER with HER friends and ... if anyone realised i was looking at THEM. nvm kb-yc nvr read my blog de. x) then after eating, went back to sch kick soccer. my new shoes suck. lost all my shooting power le.. but now with long pants easier to do step over XD my skills improved alot.. and my passing also. BUT my shooting GOT WORSE by like 50% T_T.. sian play soccer yc face so serious. then when he fall down, i say 'Ni ke yi ma? Sprain dao ankle ar?' then he say 'Ya.. JUST KIDDING DE LA' i SIAN DIAO-ED. sian ask how he is he do this to mi. good niahs u. nxt time u challenge mi i fakefake fall down till very pathetic. then u ask how i am i say all my bones broken. then stand up JUST KIDDING infront ur face then u know. LOL. basically thats all la. only scored 1 goal, very lousy kind de goal. =/ think i wanna chg my pos from striker to winger le, CAUSE MY SHOOTING SIMPLY SUXXXX. =_=

enough of my soccer issues. hais.. need to do eng + chi hw later.. eng finish 2 book reviews + 1 newspaper article report. chi = 0. -_- chi dunno how to do niahs.. think gonna pick 1 super easy eng book then translate to chinese. xDD

I made it so obvious.
I dont understand why you still cant sense how i feel.
And, if you do,
Please go on MSN and DROP me a hint. =/

yeah! first 'serious' school day. started the schoolday with morning assembly, and then off to first period: Chem! the new tchr taught us measurements and stuffs. was pretty elementary, just that my conversion is still in dire straits -_- SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE. =/ after 2 periods of chem, the 3rd n 4th period: A-Maths! Refreshed our minds about simultaneous eq. After A-Maths, its finally recess! Went to the street soccer area.. was hoping to play soccer T_T.. still didnt get a chance siaaaaa...................... hais. If can play all boys 100% zham, cause duno when can play again xD. So returned to class after recess without food or refreshments. Dingding! Round 2 and final round of today. Started with Social studies.. was quite a breeze. just sat in a group and discussed bout 4 questions. the answers gathered from the 4 questions were really interesting. After social studies was 2 periods of CL. woaahh~~ at first tot so sway tio the super-fierce tchr. but then she said some things that were true la.. and tmr NEED TO DO THE SEC 4 PRELIM PAPER LIAO. omg?! 2nd lesson with her do SEC 4 WORK already. =/ oh well.. thats what i heard from her la. PCCG, Assembly and.. WE'RE FREE! ;)

After sch went to eat lunch wif kb and company. Then they came to my house.. play xbox. While i was sleeping. xD slpyhead.

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now.

OMG! this blog was almost dead. saved it from death's hands. ;)

meh.. sorry for not blogging for like.. a month or so. i was feeling real down and ya... because of solely one thing: incompetency (w/e you spell it). sighs.. looking at my new class, and the type of diligent people. i really need to work hard. cause i think im one of the insignificant few who needs to buck up already. comparing me to the mi at E.O.Y 2oo6, the mi at E.O.Y 2oo6 is definetely smarter than the current me. and i havent touched a SINGLE homework yet.. so.. im definetely doomed. =/

and during the camp, i heard things about me saying im dao / arrogant or whatsoever. i am not, and if you dont believe, you can ask my normal bunch of friends who hang out with mi often. tee yang, yc, ws, all of em. jl kb. they'll tell u im not dao, i just gif u that face when im reallly realllly down. hope that clears all the misunderstanding. and yes, i am apologising if i offended anyone. my sincere apologies, Sorry.

basically thats all for my blog content today. and the camp was seriously seriously highly enjoyable. ;)