Hi, here to update my blog once again. ;D

Thanks for the encouragement people, really appreciate them alot. ;D haha. ^^

Haha, nowadays my mood seems to be something like a roller-coaster, and getting stressed up very easily. Maybe cause I haven't started studying yet, as mentioned before in my blog. Going to start soon, invest 6 months of hardwork, I am sure the end-product will be satisfying. [:

I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. I need disclipline. Ha, someone please tell me to buck up. ;[

Nothing much these few days, just went back to school and attended lessons. Today kind of learnt 2 new chapters of Amaths ? Ha. No tuition = lack behind school-work. So have to buck up and self-revise on myself le. ;x I swear my peers are pilling up the pressure on me ! ;p
i have learnt to look on the positive side thanks to you. tc of yourself ar. ;]
Think of all the things we can do after Os guys, play like nobody's business, pursue our own interests, go out until latelate come back also np. (provided our parents agree.lol!) ah, so song! [: WORK HARD FOR NOW GOGO JOHN. ;]

Congratulations to Kalour FC for their win this evening.. It ended at full-time 5-5, and led to penalties whereby yuhong secured the win in his penalty for us. ;]

Although i felt that they could have done it with just 10 men.. I was totally annonymous.. Not posing any form of threat nor a solid defender at right back.. When i finally got my momentum and confidence back at 2nd half.. I was swung back by a cruel fact - my leg muscle got cramped. Zzz. Taken to the sidelines for awhile, i had to sit on the bench and watch my teammates play.. while I can do nothing at all.. This injury affected my ability in the whole game.. To run, clear, and even jump.. Not a debut worth mentioning at all.. I have failed this game miserably. When the final whistle goes, I fell back to the ground, smashing the ground with my bare hands and blaming myself for the last goal.. It wasnt really wil's fault.. It could have been avoided.. if i had watch my line more clearly.. and marked the offender.. I have to admit I was struggling with fitness the whole match.. My stamina simply wasnt good enough for 90 minutes. Sorry guys, I have been a great disappointment.

Enough said, since O levels is coming.. I guess I can only prepare myself for better fitness (jog etc).. and hopefully just play a game or two every month or something like that.. Hope that after O levels.. I will be able to have a good fitness, sense of touch and anything that can allow me to prove that I am worthy of playing for this fabulous team..

Once again, excellent win for us, full credits to my teammates. Well done. [:

HMM.

School was boring as usual. Had intensive Chinese lesson in the morning.xD After recess rushed finish the composition, then mr.lee came in to go through the chemistry paper. Darn, I failed my MCQ, but overall just nearly passed. omg!

lol.

After school, went to Mac for lunch again. Lol. If like that keep eat Mac, soon going to fall sick le lah. =X so cannot eat so much fast food le. lols. ;p

Went home straight away after Mac. lala. ;D then when reached home, played a game of DotA. lagged like hell. my computer really not fit for gaming. -_-' lol. the others not experiencing lag; only i experiencing. plus is those 5-second-frame kind of lag. T_T

oh well, have to stop gaming le. o levels coming i still like that. -_-' siansian.

I am disappointed. What a change. Trust, reliance, is there no one that can be here for me? Pathetic soul of mine.

Hello, here is another short update.

Had a career talk by NP and a chemical awareness talk later by this lady from Jurong Island in our school. After the talks, I returned back to class and then went down for a short recess. xD

Well, had Geog lesson (gone through the papers) and a partial-English lesson. Oh well, had an intensive unprepared chinese lesson after that. Had to finish 1 letter-writing and 1 composition sia. ;x Haha, but still managed to pass up everything by the last minute.

Went to Mac and had my lunch there with my friends. After that, everyone went home. Hm, my house is undergoing renovation for Kitchen now, so sadly I will not be able to experience home-cooking for at least 1-2 weeks): Slept for an hour or so, woke up, play DotA, received message that tui is cancelled, rejoiced for awhile, watched Secret. ;D haha.

Yeeeps. That's all for this short entry& im very sorry for the lack of music. I am just too lazy to update. Whoops. :X

Sorry for slacking for the today and yesterday. xD Going to bring you a late update! (:

Yesterday a.. EH. Oh! Had SPA. SPA was ok. At least I think that I could manage both SPA, and possibly diminishing my thoughts on dropping Pure science. Oh well, the issue of dropping into combined science doesnt revolve around SPA right? It is 20% of O level.. The majority still lies in the paper. >_<' Will decide when I get back my papers tomorrow, and possibly during Holidays. (I have no idea when is the registration for the dropping of sciences going to be opened :S)

After that, me, yb, zj, bryan, harry, rongqiang n wilson went to IMM to eat. Was raining, and feeling quite down in bus 99. (it held some special memories anyway) Mood started to be bad. Oh well. :\ Ate at LJS. Then zijie come down and find us. haha.

I went home after eating while the rest of them went to play pool. (besides yb, she also go home. xD) No mood to play pool. Haha.

TODAY! aka the slacking day. xD woke up early in the morning started to pia pserver le. -.-' feel so meaningless. playing these online games. haha. oh well, there's nothing better to do anyway. :X

Went to opp pioneer mall for soccer @ 3pm. my first time playing field soccer since... january/february. i cant really remember. and of course, as expected, i was like shit. -.-" clearances also cannot make properly. zz, lousiest mistake is when darren receive high ball. i still stare at him. sian should've gone behind him to cover him. (that's the role of a Last Man right?) but i gong-gong stand there look at him. -_-' then forgot who tackled the ball from him, score, and win the game. zzz. Nevermind, going to start playing soccer more frequently. ;D (with studies as priority of course! it's actually much better than staying @ home and gaming. whoops.) and there was this.. accident la. unfortunately. forgot who made the clearance, then ball roll onto the road. It was such a coincidence, that the traffic light was green, ball roll onto road, hit motorcyclist, bam. he fall down. luckily the uncle very kind.. and it was really our fault la. we offered to move the motorcycle up for him, but then he say nvm. and still say thanks for helping him up. T_T i mean, that's like.. really nothing lo. we caused so much trouble to him. :\ have to make him repair motorcycle, recuperate from his wounds which may affect his work. after that he moved with the bike and do a run-start.

went home at around 7plus. ate dinner; slacked. and therefore im here. oh well, i am mentally prepared for my results tomorrow. let's see how many passes i will hopefully get (thinking positively, altho i really flunked the whole exam-.-).

YOYO! here to bring you yet another update. =DD

today was phys p1, tikam again la. ;xx haha. wasnt that sure of my answers anymore, after some of my friends checked some answers for the questions. T_T good luck to me.

After school went to Mac and eat breakfast, and then went to weiliang's house there to play bball & soccer. haha. very fun sia. good to relieve stress. ;DD played until 5plus wor. then sat there to sing with yb and harry. haha. i sing like dabian, but nvm. it's fun. XD

took bus 99 home again. lol. basically was thinking about something on the bus trip home. haha. ;x

ok, that's all for this short entry!
屋顶~xD

Hellllllo, here is another short entry for everyone.

Wellwell, I wouldnt want to mention more about the Amaths paper today, well. It wasnt too well-done.. Wouldnt want to sound depressed here. :P

WELL! Look on the bright side, there's more to life besides studies. xD Amaths flunk? Phys flunk? Chem flunk? So what? I have a WHOLE MONTH (june) for me to catch up. So.. that's something encouraging I guess.

And Im in a dilemma whether I should drop to combined sciences. Well, let me see if I can do for the SPA practices this time. I flunked my Phys first SPA le, if flunk 2nd, my 20% for Phys O levels should be affected. :S and im kind of unable to cope with combined science... so let's see how I fare bah. [going to take some time to think about this issue, thoroughly, seriously.]

Ok la, enough of studies. xD Read le also feel -_-' le right. Haha.

After school had mr.lee and mdm yeo's 'short' lessons. haha. ;x chem was short la, thanks to mr.lee going through part of our expt last time. ;D and mdm yeo went through the file corrections with us lo. do finish then can go alr. :D

Went to hawker centre to eat with harry they all, after we finished everything. haha. :D Had kwaytiao noodles. :P wahaha. love the chilli there, can tahan one. =D but i was feeling full and i cant eat finish all. ;[ oh well.

took 99 bus home. xD yeps. that's all for this short entry! =D

last paper tomorrow, JIAYOUS everyone. :D last lap of this race le. of course, we're taking in an olympic event. this is just heats. prelims is preliminary rounds. (hm, arent heats and preliminary rounds the same?=x whoops) o levels is FINAL race le. wahaha. okok enough lame stuff=.="

HII. sorry for lazing for the past few days. xD well let me start with Friday?xD

Had Amaths Paper 1, it was badly done.. I lost 10++++ marks because i had no idea how to find the SA of a cylinder. OMGosh -__-" and had no idea how to do some qns.. so my amaths is finished le. wahaha.

Chemistry.. dont know why, have a feeling that im not going to do well for the mcq lehs. ;x All like very 'tikam' one lo. :S oh well, good luck to me. xD

Oh yeah, that day also very unlucky hao ma. Had a short session of phys with mdm yeo about SPA stuff, then after that went for mr.lee's chem lesson to pack our spa file. OMGosh. I actually forgot to bring my chem prac book-_-' then had to take bus home, take book, come down again. Finished everything at around 5plus lo. zz. -_-'

Haha, actually was going to have a mother day's celebration that night as well, but then jiefu is going to be busy. and so that day's celebration was kind of 'cancelled'. xD sis still bought wonderful food to celebrate at home tho. ;DD

HMM YESTERDAY (saturday)! :D

was really lazing around la. didnt do anything constructive for that day. -_-' ohhh yeah was mapling (i know you cant believe this!) at private server la, one-thousand-times exp and drop rate. so of course.. 2 days already have 2 lvl 120++ accounts le. ;xx EHHH. i very bored thats why play maple okaaaess. :S

then at around 5pm+, left for my biao jie's wedding dinner at Chevrons there. haha. :D congratulations to them getting married! ((:

not bad ah, quite lo-man-ti-ke. LOL. at poolside somemore. wahaha. ((:

the dinner ended around 9pm plus. reached home at 10. then started slacking again. xD

TODAY (sunday)!!

hahaha. woke up jiu slack le. ;s sian havent started studying for amaths lehs -_-'

think start at 3/4 bahs. better time to study. ;x (yeahyeah, excuse only la. hahaha)

okays, that's all for this entry~!

Yo! Here's another update.

Had Phys Paper 2 today. EHHHHH it was ok la. Haha. :X

Just that it was the same as yesterday's maths paper lo, simple qn i dont know how to do -_-' so alot of marks are lost because of that. :S (see la, consequences of not studying earlier :x)

Haha. After that went to mac with yb they all. Haha.

After eating, they decided to go wl's house there to play bball. I cant play, had agreed to meet shann at jp to buy card. (:

go there eat, buy card, then jiu go x-zone play arcade awhile. wahaha, it was quite empty?probably because exam period bahs. all the students @ home studying. XD only us come here slackslack. haha no la. she had something on @ 2.30.. so while waiting for time to pass , we played there lo. (: annddd i think she's addicted to the drum machine la? wahaha. kept talking about it. xD i didnt have a chance to play, cause i didnt had the card lo -.-" and it was $1.55 per round lehs. cant ask her to treat right. wahaha.

after playing arcade, we took 242 home, and she went to attend her stuffs first. then i took 1 big round back home. haha. on the bus met a bunch of gangsters ; saying want to bash up this guy from xx sec sch. immatured acts. srsly, and yes, their not from a very well-off school too. [no offence or showing arrogance here, but srsly, their attitude is like swearing in the bus, and actually talking about their plan on how to bash the guy up. any person would get mad at this, if their not with them of course.]

meh, i have no issues with them. :D but w/e, their attitude and behaviour does deserve to be told off. ALRIGHTY. that's basically all for this post laa. await my post tomorrow, ;o

Ok, i've gotten over things. Tomorrow I will lead a new life. (:

I wish you all the best in the future, and I know you'll be much happy.

Ah! Time to move on.

This song, fully represents how I feel now. Even if I have to admire and love you from far, that will not stop me. Sighs. An lian.

I believe I have done something like this, and I'll only do this when I can no longer contain my emotions. I have to let it out all here. Ignore me if you cant stand the misery.

Every word, every meaning, just seems to coincide with how I genuinely feel now. Dont worry, i'll get over this. Im strong. :)

Wan Fang's 新不了情 (sorry Malay readers, it's a Chinese song)

心若倦了,

泪也乾了,

这份心情,

难舍难了。

曾经拥有,

天荒地老,

已不见你,

暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情,

永远难了,

愿来生还能,

再度拥抱。

爱一个人,

如何斯守到老,

怎样面对一切,

我不知道。

回忆过去,

痛苦的相思忘不了,

为何你还来,

拨动我心跳。

爱你怎么能了,

今夜的你应该明了,

缘难了情难了。

Ah, that's all. All the best for examinations tomorrow everyone. (if you actually read until here)

I have to admit I did screw up today's paper. That is of no importance to me now...even though this was the reason why everything happened.

200th post!

Haha, here to update about the exams.

Both humanities are down! Oh man, didnt have time to complete. zz.

Today had Maths then Chem. >_<' Maths was fine? (dont think can get good results tho..but shld be enough pass) Chem leh... undescribable.. -.-"

And later still have chem tui @ 8 o'clock sia~ OMG. >_<' Dying of chem overdose today~ xD

After exams went to phy lab, then dar went for tui, haha. Had oral exam after writing down data for the practicals. Sian la, speak very less lehs. :S Then tchr ask me go le T_T

Met up with yb they all after the exams @ mac. Haha. no spot for me le, but still managed to grab a chair and sit beside wl. xD haha.

After eating&chatting, we went back home lo. haha. (:

yawnyawn. quite tired. ;s exam-fatigue ba!

okkay. that's all for this short entry. all the best to everyone for their remaining papers! ^^
dont like to be ignored; left in the cold.sadly,i got that feel from you today.

Half-way through the night, I just feel like telling this to dar.

Thanks for being with me when I need it the most,
Thanks for placing faith in me when I lost the trust in myself.
Thanks for unearthing the confidence that was buried inside my heart,
Now im raging to go on! :D All thanks to you. (:

사랑해요 dar! :D

Hello everyone! Another new update by non other than myself. XD (like duh)

Sorry for not adding music to my blog yet. It's exam period, and im extremely cooped up with studies! :X (yeah, the consequences of not starting earlier laaa~ now mug like cowT_T)

I promise to update the song list on 15th of May alright? :D It's after examinations. Haha.

Hm, today had nothing much besides mugging I guess. Gosh, im only about to start on Human Geog. :S There's also Food Geog left! T_T 6 chapters sia~ faint. Plus I havent do SS also. GOSSHH.

I think im just going to pia Food Geog ba? :S Haha. Hopefully the questions pertains to Food Geog lo. :\ If not... too bad le. :x

Alrighty! Enough talking (rather, typingXD) here, Im going to start on my geog now!! PIAPIAPIA. =D Jiayous everyone.
miss you so much la.

Haha! It's time for another entry. xD Today wasnt that good la, honestly. Haha. :x

Had CL Paper 1 and Paper 2. Dont think I'll fare very well? :S

After the papers we had Chem thingy. Did Energy Changes practice again. Haha.

Had to check our Physics file after that as we went to 2nd floor to the phys lab. Wee! I got a new piece of content page, so it's quite neat now. :P Just have to find the worksheets. ;O

Alright, that's all for today and for this short entry. XD All the best to all for next week's examinations.
i cant believe im hurt, yet again. lies.